-Thursday, May 08, 2008-5:50 PM Y
i missed it, by an hour. i knew i shouldnt have stayed back. i knew i should have just said i was sick. but i didnt. and i missed her, by just an hour. and now the next time i can talk to her will be on sat. which is in such a long time, gosh.
im missing everything, every single thing. i even miss my own laughter. i doubt i have been laughing for the past few days. and like it's been long.
im giving up already, on all those stuff. i doubt it'll be any of a good thing to keep putting in effort when the other party doesnt give a damn. im tired, just too tired.
i doubt she even cares about me, she doesnt even talk or sms. only when theres some stuff the following day that is related to both of us, and she only smses cos she wants to know the time. so much for best friends huh.
i miss elsaaa jie, just for this period. and like i have lots to bitch with her about. hahaha. especially the super funny times we had. hahah. like about HER! hahaah. nemesis! LOL! and the newbie on the block, who is such an annoying person who is spamming like hell. and she'll only be back on sat!):
oh crap im getting so freaking vulgar now. i should end here.
qiaoen uses the same blotter as me!:O and delia!(: