You bring a smile to my face!(:

I love you sophia ng.

I love you guys ttm.

Too lazy to upload photos plus the uploader's upstairs. Dont kill yourself for the entire week. You know who you are!(:

Beijing soon. And i'll miss you guys. Every single one of you.

I AM SO FREAKING TIRED, and i have a red nose!:/

I really cant understand why there's just so much emphasis on marks. And yes, i know we should do well because it's our responsibility as students. But i hate it so much that my parents arent involved in the process and all they want is good results.

They dont bloody care if i've made an improvement, or even bother why i did so badly. All they want is good results. And im sorry i did so badly, if that's even gonna help.

I hate it that they dont even bloody want to find out why i freaking failed my combine humans. Nope, they arent interested. Im sorry i changed my history teacher 6 times, and i chose the stupid question for SEQ.

And then, do they ever care about my walk with God? Do they bother? I miss and love those times when i was little and they would use to go to our room every night and have QT with us. I miss those times. Or even like my mum telling us Bible stories during the nights we couldnt sleep.

My mum thinks im playing the computer too much (which i do not disagree) and that i've been neglecting my studies. And so, she has decided to "confiscate" the computer.

Now, ask me why im on? GB is talking over my already very filled up life.

I think I should just go bury myself with more work.

"Im just a girl standing in front of a guy asking him to love her"-Anna Scotts, Notting Hill
Awww.

Yknow i have so much to say for today!(: And im especially grateful for God's love and His plan for me. Really, i am.

I know I have a lot of disappointing marks. I, myself, am disappointed at the marks i actually produce, but then im REALLY grateful that God has been seeing me through this entire thing. And i REALLY know that He is in control of everything. Just based on my results yknow.

Like i was really annoyed (more on the surface) when i realised that i got 2 for one essay for history. But then, somehow it didnt really disturb me inwardly. It was more of a surface thing? And then it occured to me that marks arent really everything. God should be!:D

Hmm, still quite glad i guess!(: Cos God's always there for me.

On a lighter note, I was quite glad reading Lynette's diary before the returning of papers!:D HAHA. It was so inspirational, and it REALLY reminded me that everything should be about God!(: And i was singing "Jesus, lover of my soul"!(: I honestly love that song!

My daddy's coming home tomorrow!:D I miss him truckloads!):

With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King

I honestly thank God for soph, really. She has really transformed my life a lot i would say!(: Went out with her today!:D We went to Cottage waffles Place (i think! I cant remember the shop name anymore!:/) at suntec!:D HAHA. Never going back there again, cos i just realised how big it is! Heh.

Walked around the fountain of wealth, and spend the other time talking! Didnt camwhore as much as the haji lane trip, but good enough!(: Walked around and finally left!(: Heh.

Have super a lot of gb stuff to do! The minutes (which i really dont wanna do!:/) and the EOY party. Uh!:/ And i have to do the invites and the nametags thingy too!:/ Uh. I dont really wanna care actually. BUT hopefully, i'll be able to make it for the entire camp!! I REALLY WANT TO GO!:/

Hmm, hopefully new delhi's date isnt changed. I still need to go for my CIP too! Heh.

On a lighter note, i love my brotherrrr!(: His exams are overrr. And we're gonna wii the night off i think. Or maybe i'll just watch finish my Fathers and Sons!:D HEH.

"God has been telling me to tell you, that you were placed there for a purpose"

As the starting song of Wizards of Waverly Place would go, "everything is not what it seems". And definitely, it's quite scary. When things get so complicated, you dont know what to think or to do. You never really imagine things to be like that, well, at least i didnt. And suddenly, you're forced to think she has an ulterior motive in everything she does. Uh, i hate this.

Hmm, went to school twice today. For 2 meetings. Wii-ed like crazy too!(: With Ruth, who came over, and with my brother. My mummy scolded me later though, for tempting my brother with the wii, since he wants to play it now!:/ And he has bio and chinese tomorrow!:/ Ohwells. Hilariously funny though. My brother bowls backwards. And at first, it was retarded till he kept doing it and didnt know what was wrong. Laughed till i cried. And the next minute i knew it, he was getting strikes and spares!:/ Wtheck? HAHA.

Hmm, loads to do for GB now. Planning and everything. Especially for welcome! And we have to plan for EOY party, which was cool. Cos we conferenced and decided on everything!(: We're such a cool gc!:D Heh. And orderly!:/ That thing's the hardest to settle cos people will hate me when i put them as the orderly. Uh.

Alrighty, gonnna go off!(: Prolly meeting soph tomorrow!:D

Yknow sometimes i wonder if it's me or is it just you? And then, i start to realise it's you. You've changed so much to that extent where it's more than just us left. It's us surrounding this whole chunk of problems.

And suddenly i realise, it's more about how you prioritise. It's about the two of us, not just about me. It shouldnt be just me saying how bad this world can be, and you just gloating how perfect this world is. It shouldnt be like that.

I was supposed to be out with my daddy for lunch and then getting the wii, but then. I got hooked onto Fathers and Sons and i got a little lazy!:/ Heh. So i changed it to tea. And im still at home now. Uh, gotta get my ass moving. Need to do research stuff for fellow meeting tomorrow too!(: And arrange with rob about tomorrow!(: And must sms soph also!:D

Uh, busy.

Uh, Physics was. Well, sucky. I felt so scared. And it was DEFINITELY the ONLY paper i was expecting something, and the only paper i felt so anxious!D: Uh suck. Anyway, i wanted to get 84 and above in order to get A1 for overall percentage? But i doubt so now! D: Made SUPER a lot of careless mistakes. Like if the acceleration if decreasing over time, who chooses a deceleration graph?! Ohwells, i did!D: Uh.

Anyway, watched (500)days of summer with Rachel. Then we sorta joined Jenny, Jia, Aly, Meli and Sue Huey!(: It was different but not exactly satisfying!

Hmm, went to ion. Rachel was like "Everything is so ex!" HAHA. Yes im broke ALREADY. Well, i HAD 70 bucks to spend for 3 days, since well, i dont usually save. Anyway, then like i've only 32 now? HAHA. Yes i suck!:/

Anyway, i need to start planning my holiday lifeee!~ HAHA. Im such a slacker. Not quite though. Im still planning to go help out in the child care for AT LEAST one week!(: And i sorta promise Tanya i'll get back to her about the mission trip thing!:/ Uh. So many things and so little time!:/ My mum was like "You should start studying again soon!" And i felt like telling her "i just ended thanks."

Hmm, daddy's back. And having lunch with him tomorrow!(: And hopefully, we'll get the wii for real. I spoke to him about the vaio since mummy sorta agreed to it. But daddy was like "whats wrong with your laptop now?" Uh right.

I think i should stop acting like a spoilt brat!:/ Uh.

Okay, anyway. Going out with LA and Rob on thurs after fellow comm meeting. Friday's with soph!(: Yay. Monday's with Avery, Marcus and Ruth!(: AVERY IS SUCH A SLACKER.

Anyway, not expecting high for this term's results. With the amount of effort i put in, i dont think i deserve much. Ohwells.

Gonna plan my school holidays schedule sooon!(: Church camppppp!:D

I was looking through my email. And i found all of this. I swear, i miss last year. I miss sec 1. And i feel like crying! D: Shit. All thanks to Soph's email that she sent me on my birthday.

I MISS SITTING NEXT TO SOPHIA NG! D:
I MISS BSG! D:
I MISS CLIQUE 5! D:
(Hahaha. Well, not quite.)

I thought this needed to be a separate post from the previous one!(:

" Keep laughing because your laugh makes people happy, okay? :)"

I finally have the guts to post.

Yes. I feel as if my entire life is blemished. I feel like if i ever do kill myself, it'll be thanks to the blemish i made for myself. Uh. It feels like my perfect life (or at least i was trying to keep it perfect!) is ruined. I need therapy. Btw, thank you rachel khooooo for trying to help me think positively. Loveeee you.

I feel like a loser.

I have blooody cramps.

On a slightly lighter note. Avery is so damn gay! Hahaha. He doesnt see what's wrong with going for SPAs. I told my mummy he went for a SPA and she just stared at me like i was talking something out of the world! HAHA. But yes, he's the sweetest gay ever though. I told him i was having cramps and he asked if i wanted a massage! HAHA. And innocent. Cos months ago, we were supposed to go swimming at his house and i was having my bloody period, and i told him i couldnt. Ruth told him i was leaking red ants, and he said "want a pesticide?"

Hmm, anyway. My sister got into xanga princess round 2!(: I cant believe im actually helping her. You can click here to vote and see the other princess's write ups!(: Im the best sister ever i swear. (Btw, her username's marikolovespink!)

Alrightyyyy, i've been slacking the entire whole day!:/ I know, i suck.

I love my daddy and my mummy so, so much!(:

It's in the middle of the exams, and yet im so glad i chose lit and hist. Well people are mugging their ass out for geog, im at home studying for chem and i have more time than them for amaths too yesterday.

Off to study. Been on the computer for a long long time!:/

I love you forever miss retard!(:

I feel like as if there's so much suppressed feelings within me.
I feel like there's so many things going on in my life right now.

I need a place to rant at.

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