Today is a good day. Yay. I love good days!:D Hahah. I feel like a little kid. Anyway, it didnt start off right. Cos we didnt go to church thanks to my mum who felt tired. Wow, shouldnt it be God first? And so i wanted to go and my sis had urshering job so she wanted to. My dad took super long to get ready. And it was 9 something and we hadnt left the house. I gave up and decided not to go.

Then i went back home to read twilight, and i fell asleep after reading it somewhat in the middle of chapter 2. Anyway, woke up at 12. Went out for lunch at Old Town which is walking distance from my house, but being lazy. We sat the car. Reached there around 12.30 and had lunch.

While eating lunch, lesley smsed me and said she might be my neighbour. How freaking cool is that? HAHAH. I hope she moves to the super expensive big house man. HAHAH. Then we can be neighbours and sleep over at each others' house and everything. She can be my bussing partner too. It'll be so awesomely cool. I cant wait. For once, someone might be living on the same street as me. Cool.

Hmm. Then came home. Studied history. 1 Chapter, and im bored. Varnished art pieces. I lost count of how many layers. Just met lesley who came to view the house. And im bored now. Charlotte was like "So we dont have to wait and sit the crowded 77 now." LOL. Not like the buses that go the same route are very empty. And the walking ditance is super long. BUT i do not discourage anyone nice from buying that house. There are pros too. And one of them is i live on that street. And you can take MANY buses. I might consider sitting to beauty world bus stop if lesley moves.

Opps. Pictures. I know. I'll upload them on facebook if i get a change to use my daddy's lappy. I hope he just bought a new external memory thingy for me. Cos seriously, this lappy is dying from lack of memory. The comp can lag for who knows how long nowadays.

Oh, and carolyn reads my blog too. English pro. I love the days we had in P4. Awesomely cooool!:D And our crappy idea of writing a story to Mr Midnight failed BIG TIME. HAHAH. We're such noooobs.

AHH. Got the pictures. Okay. So let me upload ALL of them. Most of them actually since blogger takes FOREVER!(:


Mr puffer fish is freaking cuteeee!:D I love it!(:

Heart piece

GROUP PHOTO!:D

Me, min, soph, les and sam.

Sunday. Aunty Adeline's dog. It's so freaking cute. Told you.

Rachel and i!:D She was so awesome.

Rachel, me, min, jia and tannie.

soph and i!:D

END OF PICTURES. YAY.

You once told me you'll be there forever beside me, but then you left. Im holding on to the promise to know you havent abandoned me or left me.

I feel so helpless nowadays. I dont even know why. So confused. So desperate. So scared. So afraid. Of everything that's happening. I feel so unsure, so insecure. And yet, i dont know who to tell. Who to say. Everyone's involved in this somehow. And it isnt good to tell someone his/her bad points. I need to call the freaking stress free hotline!):

I havent been myself lately. I dont even know why. I think im more of someone who is dying to feel loved by others. Idk. I dont even know my feelings. Like i get pissed real easily. Annnoyed. And like really, i feel like just stopping this race. But i know God has set everything in place for me, and i need to persevere on. To finish the race He has set for me.

Uh, anyway. Today. Went for art at around 12-ish? I just realised something. I usually eat only breakfast on saturdays. I wake up wayy too late!:/ Anyway, im done with mr puffer fish. Im gonna varnish it then i'll post it up! With the heart one too. Im doing this christmas ornament thingy which is zooooper cute. I'll post it up when im done. Then i'll do a present for soph, and delia!:D

Hmm. Then i went of to AUNTY Adeline's house. And was going to meet my sis at the mrt station. But annoyingly, the buses took forever to come. And when it did it was already 3.45. I was planning to meet my sis at 3.30. And then the ride took around like maybe 20 mins? So i was late. But she just left the station too. So it wasnt that bad. Caught up with her and fangren to Aunty Adeline's house.

Her condo is so freaking pretttaye. It has like all the facilities and everything. It was so pretty too. And we went to the karaoke room to watch hairspray. Yes, i havent watched it. Better than being that nooob AUNTY Leticia who hasnt even heard of it!:/ Hahah. It's so fun being young!:D Anyway, then when we were done, we went up to her house. Cos AUNTY Leticia bought her a cake.

Hmm, OMG. Her dog is freaking cute. Pictures one day i promise. Or maybe on facebook. OMG, her dog is seriously cute. And i, being a anti-animal person, saying that. IMAGINE. Her dog's fur is like soft and silky. And it's cute. It's nails are short too. Amzingly coool. And cute!(:

Hmm, and then we celebrated her birthday. Her first cake of the day. Anyway, then we discussed about the cosunday. And wth, im incharge of props. But then im only supposed to coordinate, which is to demand. HEH. Not like i will!(:

Hmm, anyway. Then we left around slightly before 8. And i was heading for home. My mum picked me up at bugis in the end. She was supposed to pick me up at raffles city, but i alighted one stop earlier. Heh. I only realised after i tapped, and i was like omg, this isnt cityhall. HAHAH.

Then we went to suntec to pick up my dad from the IT fair thingy. But he forgot something so he went back. And we went to raffles city again to buy a cake. My mum told me to go to cedele to get a cake. And i did. Woah, the cakes there are ex. 46 bucks for a normal sized cake. EXPENSIVE. But i bought it anyway. And i headed back up. Then we went back to suntec to get my dad. And he bought a freaking GPS. And like i was fiddling with it. Heh.

He bought a printer and a scanner too. Finally. I can scan stuff into the com. And print colour too. Yeah. Hmm. Oh, and my mum client got her this picture printer. To print your pictures. It's awesome i tell you. So coool la. And she also bought the ink package thing, which has the photo paper and ink. And the ink package thing cost 36 bucks. And she bought 2 of them. Woah. I have no idea how much the printer cost.

Im quite grateful for those stuff you know. Scrap the quite. Im very. Extremely. I cant wait to print photos and decorate my notebooks and all. And im gonna change my file man. Have been using it since p6!:/ Heh. Which is why it's black:D

Anyway. Oh right. As promised.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!:D
ILY. And thanks for being such a great older sister all these years. For being such a comforter at times, for giving in during others. For always being such an example, but even though you werent a perfect one, you are good enough as a role model for me. Thanks for teaching me simple stuff which i learnt from you, from teaching me about forgiveness to teaching me about life long skills. ILY!:D I hope you had fun today.

Some things are better left unsaid

We're just too awesome for you. I LOVE BSG!<3 Yay. OMG, we should have a one year anniversary next year!:D HAHAH. Which will be on the day of rocs where brilliant and smart naomi ng decided that we should be a gang. REMEMBER? Hahah. And delia was like BACKSIDE GIRL. Omg, those days were insanely funny.


I like this picture!(:

We so rock.

And p4 too. That was such an eventful year. Thanks to Tanya i started thinking about it for quite a while. Me, colette, cheryl, ruth, carolyn and claire. Awesome stuff. Hahah. And then like cheryl and colette's fall out, over nothing. Wow. That was funny too. I remember the day when Colette and i found out why they actually were ignoring each other. Like on the phone. Before the performance thingy we had. What was it called? Uh, whatever. Heheh. And then like it was insanely funny.

And p5. That was fun too. Rachel, anna and i? Like sorta mixed up here and there. And it was so fun. Like it was sorta the year that made me become so loud? Thanks to Rachel!:D Hahah. She is such an awesome friend. AND ALISON. OMG, and that is the family year. YIHUI AND GLADYS, AND ALISON! HAHHA. AWESOMEEEEE!:D We had so much fun!:D

And then p6. It was fun too i guess? I wasnt really stressed. And then we had so much fun too. Robyn, les and i!(: And well, sorta valencia too? And it was sorta mixed up i guess. And also got Rachel where she slept during Mrs Leong's class. Hahah. That was funny. And Michelle, who rachel called kiss kiss. HAHAH. And omg, those fun times!:D

I think im weird. I suddenly had this urge to post another post. And this is what you get. HAHAH. Well, im weird. Heheh.

Just came back from aloud finals. It was such a blast. CONGRATULATIONS RACHELLLIM!:D HAHAH. Awesome stuff i tell you. It was so fun, and the singing from EVERYBODY was fabulous. It was so great. Pictures, another time!:D Heheh.

Rachel was seriously, really great. Im serious. She was so, so good. I'll upload the video of her singing on youtube, and put it here i hope. If i can be bothered to. And pictures we took too. It was so awesomely cool.

Teacher's day too. Awesome. The LTC briefing at first, was sorta fast. Just handed in the forms and money then left. And it was fast, and not draggy or boring. And then we went around giving presents. Not even around actually. We had to stay outside the staffroom and call the teachers. So annoying i tell you. They wont even let us enter the staffroom-.- It was so chaotic and crazy!:/

And then Mrs Hor wasnt here which made it worse. Had to force Mr Seow to put the cookies on her table. Heheh. Smart right? He was just too nice i guess. Laoshi's last day!): Sad. Seriously, she is such a nice laoshi. I hope the next laoshi isnt that bad. And i gave her the chocolates and cookies. Yay. Awesome. But i forgot to take a picture with her!:/

I'll try and take it on mon. If she's still in school. Drill prac from mon to fri excluding thurs i think. From morning to 12. I cant remember well!:/ And i wanted to study. Wow. My sleeep!):

Oh, and during recess. My sis wore this board thingy which said "It's my birthday today. Give me a hug." And she went around getting hugs. And i was like "OMG, i do not know that girl." But in the end, i went to give her a hug. And after that, everyone i knew was like "OMG. Your sis is wearing this board thingy and giving free hugs." And i gave them the i-know stare. Heheh.

The concert wasnt really good. It was fine. I wanted the camera, but ohwells. It didnt really matter i guess, cos min had her camera!:D Yay. Oh and in class, we took like ample shots of BSG photos. Yay. And jumpshots, and erm this group photo. BSG!<3

After school. I had drill prac. Went around with Rachel finding her cousin. And then when she found her i went for drill prac. Went to change, and then we were going to practise? But amanda nicely suggested that we go and do the routine first. So off we went, to Sau's classroom. And we were writing on the board and all. Heheh. It was sorta fun, yet well, boring.

Alysia and delia came specially back to school for me. Then i changed back, and we headed for cine. In the bus, the woman opposite D&A could be seen. And i was like omg, wth. And it was sorta funny. Delia didnt know. Wow. It was so obvious.

Anyway, ate at KFC. The rest of the fast food was completely full. And there was no seats left. Watched Wall.E, and it was funny. It was so great. Serious. The storyline was sorta boring in front, but it became more interesting. Delia was so thrilled over him, that she went around wall.e-ing. It was hilarious. Delia is such a kid at times, but then she is so insanely funny. I guess realised that. Heh.

Aloud finals. Awesome. RACHEL WON! Yay. She WAS the best. Im serious. Not being bias here. ILY RACHEL!:D And Lydia got third. I thought she would have got second. Really, she deserved second. She was good. But i guess she chose the wrong song. Ohwells. And for group. Esther and Grace got second. They werent as good as they were for semis. I thought semi they were superb. And in finals, they werent really concentrating and stuff cos they had to play the keyboard. But they were still good. And i wanted juliet to get first, but ohwells. They are awesome still!:D

I really really enjoyed myself tonight. Yay. And sorry Jeanne. My bad. I was seriously pissed AT THAT MOMENT. Cos you know. It really would be pissy when you go an hour earlier, and the queue was so freaking long, and then people kept cutting and stuff. So yeah. ILY still!<3

OMG. And min was the highlight of the whole entire event. Apart from Rachel's singing. Okay, first she lost her ticket when she was outside. She couldnt find it rather. And so i awesomely helped her sneak in. I went out with Jia's ticket stub and mine, and then passed it to her. Soph and her went to the gallery and they got in. Then they realise there was seats behind us, so they came down. And she sneaked in real fine. Awesome me right? Heh.

And then she found it in her wallet. Gosh. And then she couldnt find her phone. Soph and her went to the gallery. And i went up to find them too. Oh, and Soph will totally tell her story here, which is min dialing her hand phone number. And some guy picks up. And then soph demands the phone, and the guy was super pissed and said that that was his phone. And then they were fighting only to realise min dialed the wrong number. LOL. And it was done using Steph sim's phone. LOL. WTH.

And then we went down, and wanted to report it. And Soph went around looking outside. Min and i went inside and we were looking around. I suggested to look into the plastic bag she gave to Jia for her present. And I ROCK. It was there. Annoying i tell you. It was so hilarious. Thanks to min. So much for worrying man.

Ohhh, and since it's 12.34. Happy Birthday Sis. ILY!<3 A proper dedication will come up tomorrow!:D

Idk, Im actually quite lost, and quite confused now. Every single thing happening around me. We're close, yet i dont feel close. I know lots of things about her, yet i dont think she does about me. It's like a one way thing? And i just dont like it!:/

I think i've learnt a lot from this. Yet i dont really care. Idk. Like i can have fun with other people. Idk. I dread going to school nowadays. Yes i do. Like really. If not for some people, i wont really wanna go to school. Like there isnt this urge for me to go to school. To want to go to school like i use to have it.

I love wednesdays. Like the after school thing. I love gb. Im serious. The friends, everything. I love Sundays too. Like it's God's day. And i love churchies. They are awesome people. Though they are OLD like AUNTY Leticia. Hahaha. She is hilariously funny. And then they make you have so much fun.

I dont ever think i've laughed real hard for a long time. I think i've forgotten it already. I remember during Guess the Sketch that day, i was laughing real hard cos i wasnt really serious about playing it and i was drawing rubbish. Heheh.

And then like i think it was wed, when i felt real hyper and high. But then it all seems to far, so superficial. Like it's only the outside and not the inside thats really happy. Idk.

I hope tomorrow will be better. Like teachers' day. I took quite long to pack the cookies and bake them. And then drill prac. I cant wait for that. I bet we'll waste time again! Hahah. And then out with Delia, Aly and Jenny to watch Wall E hopefully. And then aloud finals. I cant wait for that either. I hope i have fun tomorrow for real.

Omg. I love today so, so much. It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I had like endless of fun today i tell you. It wasnt really fun in class. Okay, fine. Maybe a tad fun. Like i know Sophia's deep darkest secret. And i was just acting a bit lame, and sorta high. Well, kinda.

Anyway, then for gb. AWESOME. I love fello commmm!:D HAHAH. We are so very much awesome and coool. We rock man. Im serious. I had quite a lot of fun really. Though we didnt play the games. All our efforts arent in vain. But then i didnt really do much frankly. I did the proposal for the first game, which didnt need ANY logistics. Smart me huh?:D Anyway, then awesome. The games were so fun. I felt so high from the beginning. Cos like we rushed for lunch, and then we pumped the balloons, counted them and made sure of everything. And then i tried pumping first. I couldnt do it. It was so hard, and i couldnt tie either. But then i pumped in the end. I was awesome. Yes yes.

Anyway, then we skipped break too okay. SACRIFICES I TELL YOU! Hahah. And we filled the buckets. I was carrying it, and i decided to hold it up. And when i did that, i walked to fast, and SPLASH. I was totally wet. Stupid. You could see this whole wet patch. Over enthu was the excuse i gave!:D Hahah.

Anyway, then we played the bucket game first, changed plans. And we had so much fun. Ruth was supposed to tell the instructions, but then i took over. Idk why either. Over enthu maybe? Hahah. I was supposed to only get their attention, but i started going on and on. Oppps, sorry less!:D

Hmm. And then the second game was like chaos. Hmm. But it was fine overall. My throat was so sore after all the screaming!): Like WOW camp. I miss that. Especially when i was shouting, and i said line up in one straight row, it felt like the old days!:D

Anyway, after vespers. Awesome. We're going to sentosa for annual camp. I cant wait for that. It's so exciting. I want school to end. Annual camp, drill comm, sentosa, LTC. ALL DURING THE HOLS! AHHH! And also, HK!O: Woah.

Anyway, then during the fello comm meeting, sec 1s were there. Planning for sentosa. Sec 2s and 3s are doing ice breakers. Ruth and i got chosen to mentor sec 1s!:D Yay. And then we can bond. And the games the sec 1s are doing seem so fun. It's a telematch. And im so excited for that. The planning and everything. But then stress!): I hope it goes all well. And in sentosa!:D OMG.

Hmm. I love my squad. I love the sec 3s!:D I love sau, amanda and charlotte. They are awesome squad leaders. Yes yes, they are. I love my juniors too. Christelle, theodora and tanya. And i love ernie and sab. Yes. We rule. I love gb so much. Gosh, i cant believe im saying this. I LOVE DRILL TOO. HAHAH. FAT HOPE!:D Hehehe. Im not sau!:D Heheh.

Okay, off i go.

Okie dokes.

I love today to the nutshell. HAHAH. Like there is even such a thing. But then today was so awesome i knew i would be so blessed today!:D

Let me tell you how my day started. It started out in class, my parents fetched me to school though we were sorta late, but my dad wasnt in a rush i think. If you didnt know, on usual days if we left the house after 6.40, we'll get dropped off at Esso, but then today (i think cos my dad didnt need to go to work, he flew off to Dubai?), anyway, then we left at 6.47 and we got fetched still.

That started my day, less steps to walk, and definetely one less hill to climb. Anyway, then in class, sau and amanda suddenly came in and sau was like "NAOMI, YOU ARE AN SL!" And i was like "omg, how do you know?" And then sau was like "Cos the notice is out on the board now!" And i was like OMG. And i hugged sau. She is so awesome. She ran all the way just to tell me that. How cool is that? And then Rachel and Ruth got in too. I hope we'll be in the same group. Then it'll be awesomely cool.

But then Soph didnt get it!:/

Okay, good thoughts. Anyway, then for physics. I topped. Yay. But then i made a freaking stupid mistake. For the quartz question, i put light moves slower in air, but for my explanation i put it moves faster. And i got a mark for my explanation but i minused a mark for my answer. Wow, great job Naomi. The other half a mark was lost, and i still have no idea why!:/

Hmm, then for maths. I got relatively high. Im quite proud of myself too. It's like a careless mistake though. But im still happy. Though pissed. Happy thoughts.

Hmm, for Bio. I didnt get last. But then it isnt very good. Second last. But it's freaking A1. Like 80 and above. Such an annoying nerd class!:/

Then for English. I passed freaking poetry. And i aced it. How rare right? Considering i failed for ALL the poetry practises last year, and i just barely passed for EOYS with a 10. And now, i get an A1. Hahah. But then it isnt really something to boast about says Soph. Im happy, i aced poetry.

And we didnt have drill. I wasted time staying back. But i had a real great chat with Ruth. And i watched her and ernie raise the flag. Not like that was interesting. But fine i guess.

And when we were walking out, i thought i had to walk alone. But then Celeste and Weiyi came to my rescue and accompanied me.

What a nice, memorable day. I want tomorrow to be my good day too!:D HHAHAH.

Im not precious, Im Naomi

Photos update as promised. Continue from yesterday!:D Since i dont really feel like blogging!:D


me, ruth and amanda.

YIFANG AND I!:D

JAMIE UNGLAM. I just had to add this!:D

JASLENE. She is so awesomely cute.

Azriel and i!(: He wanted this photo okay!:D


Gah. I hate blogger and it's lousy, slow way of uploading pictures. More motive to move over to xanga. I will, one day. For now, that's all!:D

Picture post. And im sure of it. Took loads of pictures today at church. I cant help it you know. The kids are just so freaking cute. Yes they are!(: Hahah.




Nick and i!(: He is just soo cute, and blur!:D

Another time i guess.

GAH. Had this real relief convo with Jeanne. Yes, im naming her. Openly. I cant be bothered about how people will see this. I dont really care as a matter of fact. Cos i guess, if the person views me badly, then she aint a real friend i guess. Idk.

Idk, it feels so much of a relief for me. Like i feel much closer to her now. But i doubt it'll last. Nah, think positive. I'll make sure it'll last!:D Like we spoke for about an hour? LOL. I made her stay up longer. Heheh. Thanks dear. I know you'll read this. You always do.

Idk, we had this real long convo. About, everything. I feel so much better. But then yet again, confused. Idk, i wish i could write down all my feelings every second. And then it'll be much easier. But then i cant i guess? Idk.

Okay, honestly. I dont think Jeanne knows this too. But she was my one of my best friend at one period of my life. Not like the way she says it, but i really do mean it. Like really really mean it.

But actually, come to think of it. It wasnt like the previous convo we had which made us closer. I was happy when we had that. But now, i still feel lost, confused. Like im unsure who to trust, or what to do. Or to even tell them how i really do feel about them. Or to just scream and shout at them, or to just ignore them. I mean, i HAVE to love them, it says in the Bible to love your neighbours. But then it's so hard sometimes. Like i have nothing against them, but then we're just not close. And the problem here is, i cant be bothered to. Like it doesnt really affect me even if im close to them or not. Like even if we were, i doubt we'll still be close next year. And i dont see why i should put all my effort into it, into something that wont last. And like, it's somewhat their character too which i mind. It's like their personality that i dislike.

Comment on this Jeanne. It's something that i couldnt really say i guess. Idk. Like the thing i didnt know where to begin?

I should start writing things down

GAH. I cant stand how im so addicted to guess the sketch. Seriously, someone. Take it off fb. Im like playing it for like 3 hours straight, and it only feels like a second. Im not exaggerating on this. Yesterday, we had like 2m guess the sketch? HAHAH. We should so play this in class during free period. Like someone can tell, then people draw and stuff. So funny!:D

My dad's colleagues came over, for like dinner thingy. And it was sorta the Rwanda presentation thingy? Hmm. And one of his colleague had this VERY cute little girl. She was so cute i tell you. GAH. I should have taken a picture!:/

Hmm. And yeah. I didnt go for art today. So no complete puffer fish. Maybe next weekday when my sister goes. I'll just finish that bit up!:D I cant wait. Anyway, then i woke up at 11.30. Washed up, ate. And lay in bed reading "My best friend's girl". I stopped at 3, came onto the com. Played guess the sketch with jia and her friends, and then continued with some online people. FUNNN!:D Stopped at 6. Showered, ate. Played again. ADDICTIVE!:D HAHH.

Hmm. I feel real insecure. GAH. Anyway. Im off to bed. READ MY BOOK!:D Yay.

I love pink

OMG. MELI is the awesome home ec partner. Sacrifices i do for her. I rock. HAHAH. But anyway, we have SO much in common for the bio test i tell you. We have like the same mark and the same MCQ mistakes. How cool is that! We're the bestest ever home ec partner i tell you. The apple crumble was delicious. Im so gonna make more when i feel like it!(:

My best friend's girl is the awesomest book ever. Im in love with it. Guess the sketch is such an addicting game. GAH.

GAH. Okay. Short post. I only wanted to post this picture. So here it is:D Comments on the tagboard please!:D (Includes you alySAI, opps. i mean sia!)

Hmm. And it isnt done. There's still eyeballs and outlining. But i love it so far already. And when im free-er, i'll take a picture of the other completed piece. I like that too. It's pretty. Hmm, i've been on for long. Bye, it's late too. I havent read or done QT!):



Some difference, the picture itself maybe?

I hate uploading pictures on blogger!>:(
I'll sing to you Lord
A hymm of love
For your faithfulness to me

Im currently reading "My best friend's girl", the book is so freaking awesome. I love it so, so much. Soph says im addicted. Whatever. I need to study for maths soon. So i guess, this post wont be long. Anyway, in My best friend's Girl, the speaker's best friend dies. And she was sorta angry with her and she didnt tell her best friend that she was her best friend, and that she loved her, and that she had forgiven her already. And i almost cried at that part. It was so sad i tell you. So immediately after i was done with the chapter, and i was about to sleep. I smsed soph and told her everything. Ily soph.

Hmm, anyway. I did so freaking bad for bio!:/ Gah. I mean, it IS good. But then in class, it's so sucky. It's a freaking A1, and i havent found ANYONE lower than me. It's so depressing!): And then for physics. That is a life saver for now i guess. Like everyone is like i minused _ marks. And then i seem to have everything right so far. I need to do well for this test i tell you. If not im gonna go depressed and all!):

I neeed to do well for EOYS. And to think, they are starting soon. In 7 weeks. It's so scary and depressing. I need to start studying soon. And that's real bad. Im gonna start mugging. I need to do well, and for once, it's coming from the inside of me, and not like other people's expectations or something. I MUST do well. Hmm.

I have a lot to say to someone right now. Gah. But then i prefer to say it on msn. But she isnt online!): Gosh.

Oh, and just now. I had a freaking scary nightmare. I dreamt that the world was ending. Like i was home, with my brother and dad. And then there was this guy person walking down the estate and smashing all the cars? And i didnt tell my dad, cos i was afraid he might be rash and attempt to fight with the guy cos he smashed his car! HAHAHA. Im so dumb sometimes. Anyway, then my mum came back. I was calling her like mad to come back cos i was scared for her. And i was calling my sister too. And then there was this woman, the evil one of the story, she was ordering trucks to smash the streets and all, and then like close in. So everyone dies? And you cant escape. Cos her troops were all around. And then, luckily, my sister came back on time. And i was so scared. I looked around like eveywhere and there were trucks all around and stuff. I freaked out. And then, the carebears (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!) came and tried to rescue. Then one of the bears tried fighting with the woman, but then he lost, and 3 others were like killed with him? AND I WOKE UP. Freaking scary.

And then, i realise. You should treasure what you have now. And also, like tell the person how you really feel and stuff. Gah, i should be going off now. I need to freaking study for maths!:/ Gah.

Everything has its limit. Everyone has their limit, their limit of patience, their limit of everything. And today, we caused someone to blow his top. Well, it wasnt really us, but then i guess, we sorta triggered it? Im feeling freaking guilty now. Or maybe, slightly. Cos well, i was sorta listening. But i guess, im not taking things to seriously!):

I guess, maybe sometimes, we arent grateful for the things we have. Like really. I tend to take things for granted. And how i wish, i were in a poorer country, then maybe i would learn to be grateful for the littlest things in life. Maybe, i might just stay in Rwanda for a few months, then maybe i'll know. I dont mind rearing goats though. And then maybe when i make money, i would be so freaking happy selling off my first goat or something? My dad says that goats are a way of income in Rwanda btw!(:

Gratefulness, i guess that is something REALLY hard to have, cos we tend to take things for granted. Like people on a whole. I guess cos we're living in luxury and riches now, we arent living in poverty and stuff, so maybe that might be why.

I feel so freaking ungrateful. Im so gonna thank God for my lunch and all the things he had given me today. Actually, make that all my meals, my clothes and the new stuff i got.

Hmm, I really need to pray about this to change. I had this sorta long sms convo with cw. It started out cos i was apologising. Yes, we pissed him off. Anyway, then he went on and on, and i asked him about the thing of prayer? The same question i asked Yan, and then he explained it to me. Hmm, i should so ask him questions about anything next time!(:

Anyway, then had lunch. At Hyatt. It was buffet. And it was really lovely. Especially the freaking shrimps. They were freaking fresh. Soph would have ate EVERY single one on the dish thingy if she were there. They were so, so good. The desert was good too. I enjoyed that meal on the whole!(:

Then my dad wanted to go for some auction thingy at Hilton, so we parked at the border's carpark and my parents went to the auction, and we went to borders. My mum allowed us to get a book each. And my brother was like alone talking on the phone. And my sis and i were like "OMG, let's get twilight series." And so off we went. And they had the 3 for 2 thing, so we got twilight, new moon and my best friend's girl, cos i wanted the last one and they didnt have eclipse. So it cost us 34 bucks altogether? Which is about 12 bucks per book. Sorta cheap. And at first, the woman didnt see the 3 for 2 label, cos i purposely chose those without them cos they were ugly. And then it was 50.30 at first? And i only had 50.25, and my sis didnt bring her wallet. And we were like crap, and super embarrassed. Then my sis asked, "isnt it 3 for 2?" Then the woman was like "erm no?" and she went to check. And she was like "OHH, right. Sorry i didnt notice." And we were like PHEWWW! It was so funny!(: And I should thank God here right? For giving me such a lovely sister, and also, for providing me with the books!(:

Then tuition. Omg, hilarious. Grace is the freaking most hilarious person on earth. I AM SERIOUS. She is so funny, you cant not laugh when you're with her. She is just too frank i guess? Hmm, and then Joy, this other tuition girl, was like "whats prada or LV?" (I have NO IDEA how they got onto that topic) And she said it super loudly, then Grace was like "OMG YOU DONT KNOW?!" And we were like "OMG!" And Jeanne, the slow one was like "Whats LV?" And then Grace explained to her. And then our teacher was like "it's a sweet!" And she was like "REALLY?" And we cracked up so badly. It was so freaking funny. And then he was like "I allow you to go upstairs to 7-11 to get the sweeet, it's very expensive, and if you get it, i'll pay for that sweet and your mentos." And we seriously cracked up. But she didnt go in the end, cos like she didnt believe him? Too good of a deal huh?

Tuition wasnt really productive!:/ Sorta can be sure of how to draw the rays thingy for reflection and refraction. And also, colours and all. I think im quite prepared for the test. But im so gonna revise tomorrow every single thing. Hmm, and we sorta talked and slacked the whole time other than that?

Hmm, Singapore lost. But then they should be GRATEFUL that they at least got second right? I mean, that is a feat for them. After like 48 years, a medal. Finally. Good for them!(:

Hmm, going off now. Finished all my hw, like sorta. And i need to do SS. And then READ MY NEWLY BOUGHT BOOKS!(: I need to vanish my previous piece also, and then im done!(:

Idk why. But then i feel so tired, so stressed and so tensed. Idk why either. Stupid chinese assignments are still on my head. And i realised today, thanks to meli, that we have a maths quiz. Woah, and i didnt do that. Clicked on it, did it and only to find out it's freaking over due!): Why is everything due on fri? WTH. And then i got freaking full marks okay! So i told Tannie, and then she also said she hasnt done it and the paper thingy, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS, said everything is only due on 17th. PHEW. What a life saver. But then again, the excuse might not be good enough. WTH. Im dead!:/

And then im so tired so trying. Trying so hard. As in the feeling of trying, after a while you tend to feel exhuasted. I dont feel exhuasted, but then i dont know why im even trying so hard. Or why i actually bother to. I try, i really do. So freaking hard. I try for almost everything. But then i dont think i succeed. I try, for my relationship with family, for friends, for everything else. And i realised, im missing out the most important thing, trying harder to be closer to God.

Really. I think i need to be more serious with my QT. To really read God's word without seeing it as a chore. To understand Him better, to really know the true reason why i worship Him.

Idk, if you see it this way, being a Christian since birth is a good thing. You know God. But then being a first generation Christian, you face the struggles, you really know why you worship God first before being a Christian. And i think thats the biggest difference between the two. I see a reflection of my old self when i help the kids. It's really big, and i guess i wanna change it.

Art today again. I love art. It makes me feel closer to God hearing all those stories, from like everywhere!(: The atmostphere is perfect with such funny people. Anyway, painted a freaking lovely puffer fish!(: I cant wait for it to be done next week. And also, done with my previous piece. Pictures up another time. For now, BED!(:

GAH. Okay, sadly. I am afriad of freaking fishes. Now before you start laughing and saying what a big fat loser i am. Let me explain myself. Ever been to a fish shop where there are containers of fishes all around you and you feel like you can be attacked by them when you walk past? Well, if you dont feel that way. Too bad. I feel like im being attacked by them when i walk past. It's scary. I hate fish shops. And i got nightmare of terrapins attacking me before. I am obviously not a pet person.

But then in the Bible, it says that we must only fear the Lord and nothing else. I guess, maybe i should try overcome all my other fears!(:

Im not being random, the title says "Fear", but it's just that you cant see it!:D

Hmm, today is sucky. Well, not really. It started off well. Like just, 15 mins ago? It sucked. I realised the freaking chinese was due and i havent done it yet. Except one. I was trying my best to delay chinese cos i didnt like it and it was freaking long. Then when i realise i was like "SHIT!" and then well, i told my sis, cos it was HER fault i didnt do it. And min too. Thanks min btw. And then like i emailed laoshi and all to tell her why i didnt do it. Which is partially true, i had tuition. But not the whole day you see. And i was also planning to do it tomorrow. Yep.

Hmm, so today. Was spent going for art classes. It seriously took up my whole entire day. Almost. I woke up at 1045, rushed to watch phleps. Someone didnt wake me up!): Anyway, i didnt miss a bit. And i watched the prize giving ceremony too. Hmm, he pwned. He broke his own record too. Good job!(:

Then i went back to bed. Woke up at 12, washed up, showered and all. Had brunch, and went for art class with my sis. I wasnt planning to. I wanted to do my hw and all, and catch a bit of HZGG, but she told me she'll help me do it. And i was like okay. And then she didnt!): Dang. Anyway art class. I finished like almost the whole thing, except the top part and varnishing. I love my piece, it's so prettaye!(:

Hmm. And then my mum fetched us, and we had to wait for my dad who ended at 7-ish? And so we decided to go shopping since it was only 5? And i bought a new pair of shoes, a new bag and loads of bra. LOL. Then fetched my dad, reached home at 8. Missed Love blossoms by a mere few mins. And ate, showered. And came onto the comp. I sorta did a bit of chinese, but then i was too lazy to continue, and then BOOOM. It's overdue. Dang, REGRET!):

Hmm. I was talking online with Val and Debo, who is the least bit of encouraging me right now!): Or even consoling!): Anyway, Val is such a stalker. She wont read this so it doesnt matter. But then she has like total first info into the celeb gossips and all. Hmm, it's so interesting talking to her!:D Hahah. And then debo. OMG, she is the worse person to talk to. Im serious. But then the funniest at times. Especially when she complains about parents. Hhaha, not hers though. Hmm, and she is so into the olympics. She makes me interested too.

On to the topic on olympics, congrats phelps on his 6th medal. I watched you get that btw!(: And singapore table tennis team for getting either 2nd or 1st!(: Good job!:D

Happy Birthday Reuben too!(:
Awesome cousin. Hope you get well soon and it's not like you're ever gonna read this. But just in case you do, it's always fun hanging out with you!(: I miss those times where you guys were all scared when i cried. Hahah. And those retarded plays you created which NEVER work out. Im serious. Or those retarded moments of yours. Get well soon!(:

Snagged this from Soph's blog. Cos i was bored. Now im not, but whatever. Im still going to do it, since she wanted me to.(:

A: Fun to be around with
B: Love to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Has beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Don't like people to tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

My name:

N: Good bf/gf (Oh why, than you!(:)
A: Fun to be around with (I KNOW!)
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with (Erm, yeah right.)
M: Make people laugh (I KNOW! HA! See ALYSIA SEE! HAHAH)
I: Loves to laugh (Yan knows this the best!(:)

Name 1 person you know for each alphabet from A - Z
A - Amanda Shan
B - Nope.
C - ceLEStial
D - Delia
E - Eleanor
F - Fang Ren
G - Gloria
H - Hui Min
I - Nope.
J - Jeanne
K - Kat
L - Lydia
M - Meli
N - No one!(:
O - Nope.
P - Priscilla
Q - Nope.
R - RuthLESS
S - SOPHIEEEAH!:D
T - Tannie
U - Nope.
V - Val(:
W - Wei Shan
X - Nope.
Y - Yifang
Z - Zoe


1. What does A sms you about? [Amanda Shan]
GB stuff? She's my weirdest senior ever. She stalks me too. And she tried to get my address out of me once.

2. How many siblings does B have? [No one]
ERM, 1 MILLION?! HEHEH.

3.What is C's nickname? [Celestial]
LESLEY! or LES! or LESLEYMAO! or IDIOT! or EH! or OI!


4. How do you get to know D? [Delia]
Well, i happen to spot her cos she was too retarded. Nah, kidding. She's my classmate(:

5. How despo is E? [Eleanor]
Not that i know of, no? She's more of a smartiepants!):

6. How much is F older/younger then you? [Fang Ren]
IM OLDER THAN HIM! Yay. He's erm a month younger? I think his birthday is 5 May, i forgot! :/

7. Name one of G's best friend? [Gloria]
Uh. No idea? Who knows her aunt's best friend! :/

8. Does H knows I? [Hui Min, No one]
Totally.

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy? [Jeanne]
Erm nothing? Cos i doubt she will become my enemy in the first place. Maybe i'll go demand and ask why!(:

10. Under what conditions will K & L get married? [Kat, Lydia]
EWW. Why would they?

11. How many ppl do you know with M's initial? [Meli]
MNGT!(: None i think!(:

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? [No one]
Nope, not really. It'll be quite boring then right?

13. Do you think O knows P? [Nobody and Priscilla]
LOL. Dont think so!(:

14. How geeky is Q? [Nobody]
Very.

15. Is R very popular? [Ruth]
NAH. She said it herself!:D HAHAH. But she is real nice, and random!(:


16. What happens if S likes you? [Sophia]
What happens? Erm, she already likes me dear. Heheh. I know that full well!(: She is just denying her feelings for me. Nah, just kidding. I think i'll freak out.


17. Is T a very random person? [Tannie]
Yeah, she totally is. She can suddenly become crazy and suddenly become normal the next second!(:

18. How are U and V related? [Nobody and Val]
They arent at all. Or maybe, Val is no one, and no one is perfect, which is why she is perfect!(: She is freaking smart!:/

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? [Wei Shan]
Erm, as in? She's my freaking god sis dear!(:

20. When is the last time you met up with X? [Nobody]
It's been long. Maybe we should go out one day!(:

21. Are Y & Z enemies? [Yifang and Zoe]
No, why the hell would they be enemies? They dont even know each other!:D

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most and why?
I love everyone. Not so free like soph to put why she likes everyone!(:

23. Will you betray any of them?
I doubt so.

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
Nope. Why would i?

25. Pass it to the peeps from A-Z who have blogs
Nah, they can just snag this off my blog if they are bored. Actually, anyone can!(:

_________________________

GAH, now for the actual post. That quiz was fun, sorta. I guess we've drifted apart. And it isnt really mine or your fault. We're in different classes i guess. (Yes, jeanne. This isnt for you!(:) And then like i guess, you sorta didnt really care when i did. And then i gave up completely. Now i cant be bothered, and i know you're trying real hard. Hang in there, it might just move me. But i doubt so.

Gah, i havent really been talking to her for a long time. A real nice convo. But then i dont really care, i mean. When i actually did care, she gave me the idea that she couldnt be bothered. She didnt even bother. And then slowly, i just gave up. I mean, is there really use holding on to a relationship which she didnt even bother? I dont know if i should treasure it. I really dont. And she WAS one of my bestest friend ever, and to think of that. I mean, we used to be so freaking close. I could relate and tell her every single thing. But now, we hardly talk. I dont even know the things going on in her life, neither does she know about mine. The only things she talks to me about, is questions. And they all regard the thing we're related to. And then she doesnt bother other than that. So why should i care?

Dang, emo. I hate e-learnings. You have more hw and stuff. And crap, does this suck!):


So much for being called my best friend.

GAH. Funny topic. I got back all my inspiration. And i found out they were all stolen from you. Dang, im acting lame. Anyway, omg. FUNNNNY. Talking to Jeanne online, and forcing her to do things for you is like, the best. Heheh. You did not just read this bit, Jeanne!:D

Anyway, i made history today. Yes im like the micheal person. I made history, in Jeanne's history books. She totally declared her love for me, and it totally freaked me out. OMG. Yes, history cos im the first. Yay. Honoured first, like the first to buy Rachel's first tickets! Hehehe. Going for aloud!(: Yay. Anyway, i so happen to be smart and print screen the whole entire screen. So yes, enjoy it. It is so freakingfreaky when there is someone in love with you. And in my case, it is Jeanne.

There. Clickk on it to enlarge, and then you see why Jeanne is crazy, and why i made history. Note also, her pm and dp is like for me? Like to show her obsession over me. Freaky, im rather freaked out by this. Jeanne isnt as sane as i thought she is. Hmm.

And yesterday. This is hilarious. I was studying for history, and then it was rather late. I was stressing out. And my dad said "How do you switch on the tv?" And i was like rather stressed so i thought he was implying my mum spoilt the tv or something, and so i said "I dont know." And then he went to ask my sis who said ask mummy. And he went to my mum but she was sleeping already. Then in the morning, he asked her. And she said "just switch on the normal way la." And then i realise, MY DAD DOESNT KNOW HOW TO SWITCH ON THE TV! HAHAH. Hilarious. He only knows how to switch on using the remote, but not the button at the tv. And i was like "OMG, mum, there is someone worse than you!" HAHAHA. My mummy doesnt know how to sms btw!(: Heheh.

And then Miss Chong was so nice. She signed my LTC form, and she recommended me too!(: Yay. And she read my answers, and she said they were well-written. She helped me correct the spelling too. Heheh. Yay. I hope Mrs Lee recommends me. And also, the interview if i get through. :\

Feeling rather happy and eased off today. Finally, end of exams. Next week is the last week, FINALLY. And there isnt impromtu drill, you dont know how pissed Sau will be. She wanted to be best commander. And then i think impromtu drill will pull us up too. Ohwells. Music drill will rock with Sau's dream. HAHAHA.

I think i should be going soon. EPISODE TWENTY TWO. I cant wait. Nah, im not even a bit excited. And im like 3 days late? Ohwells. This post should be long enough, my inspiration is used uo!):

Gah. I really have no mood to post. I totally forgot this.

Happy birthday Singapore.

Dang, i know im late, but better late than never!:D I should be studying for History now. But i have no mood to even start. Dang. And Bio today. Im gonna do quite badly. Not gonna talk about it. Im so effing dumb. I went to put the length of the sperm as 0.5mm! LOL. WTH. My sperm is so freaking big right? And at first i put the diameter of the sperm's ehad is 0.5! HAHAH. Im so retarded. And then i put the first question wrong. I wasnt really sure, and then i just put that. And i realised it is wrong!): Dangggg.

Oh, my sis got A2. Unbelievable. Good job, sis. Like 11 people got A1, and she is one of the 33 people to get A2. Not bad.

I wanna be in drill comm next year!): Gah. But what are the chances? I need to do goooood drill during the competition at the end of the year. AHHH. I need yan as my personal DI. HAHAH. And maybe Sau too!(: Enthu drill people. And im gonna be the next one i tell you. I seem so desperate to be in it. LOL. It seems so fun, and the bonding. Gosh. But then my drill isnt like one of the best. Actually, maybe it can be, if you count it from the bottom.

Gah. And SL thingy. I doubt i'll be in it. I have like zero confidence in myself. And then like yeah. Actually, i should be full of confidence. I WILL BE A FREAKING SL!:D My sis was almost one you know. But she forgot to hand up the form thingy in her year, and they thought she was irresponsible. LOL. But in actual fact, she was too lazy to go around asking teachers to sign. And then she realise her freinds just passed it to Ms Bong to ask her to help them get the teachers to sign it. LOL. She is so dumb i tell you. And she got nominated to be prefect by her class twice. But apparently, she didnt get it. Rather sad. Sec 1 was cos she didnt get for last stage. And sec 2 was cos her teacher didnt hand in the prefect form. Not naming who!(:

Woah, my sis got like D for her oral, and she said she screwed it up. WTH. She said she was off topic like half the time? LOL. And then she got like 1 wrong for her listening cos her teacher went through the paper with her class. And erm, sorta a lot wrong for her paper 2. Maybe she should re-take it. Hmm.

Gah, i think im going off now. To study.

Yan is the awesomest person to approach for doubts. And NEVER trust Jeanne. Nah, im kidding!(:

I realise last night, about everything. About why things are like that. Sometimes we see things from only one side, one view and that is ours. And we fail to see things from another side, the other party's.

Picture post again? Idk. I really dont feel like posting much today. Loads to do. I need to study soooon!): Maybe i'll end off here.

I feel like abandoning everything. Maybe that is why i feel like abandoning my blog. I just feel like doing nothing. And maybe start studying. I havent done ANYTHING productive. Since, like idk when. I think im gonna make this a picture post. I've lost all inspiration to blog. LOL.


My first art piece, and my favourite!<3


Perv soph, or a reflection of us?


The four of us at the ledge thingy!(:


My latest completed art piece.

It's really really weird sometimes. She knows her mistakes, but then she cant be bothered to do anything about it. Does that make it worse? My relationship with her is up and down, and it's only up when i take the effort and initiative to do something about it. Maybe Im trying too hard most of the times, but thats only cause i care, and i treasure my relationship with that person. And then it comes to this crossroads, where i just choose to give up. Not because i want to, but because im way too tired.

It's just the same thing with my brother. I've drifted so far apart from him, now i hardly know him. All he is to me, is my brother. Thats all. I only know him as my brother for name sake, but not because he is really my brother. And i take the initiative okay, i try to joke with him on his tb, but he bans me from tagging, and then on msn, he blocks me, cos he complains i talk too much. And if thats the kinda thing, then why should i try sometimes? I guess, maybe im doing this, because he is my brother. And i wanna be his sister that is going to be there for him. The sister that knows him best.

And then my family, we had this family prayer just now, like praying as a family. And it was mainly for my dad. Cos of the job offer, and he isnt sure and all. And if he does move, i really wanna visit him and stay there during my hols. It sounds so thrilling and fun. And the job offer IS good, but thats only cos my dad stated the terms for them to consider. Hahah. And then my mum, she wants this company to offer her a position, and she is waiting for them to approach her, and if they do, she'll take the position too.

So like all in all, if all these things happen, then my whole family is gonna have this big change. This super big one. And maybe i'll get affected. Idk. But then there's gonna be less time and all with the family.

Really, frankly speaking, sometimes i wish i had a chauffeur. I mean like sometimes, i dont really wish to sacrifice a few of my efforts just in other to be with my family for a longer period of time. I think im selfish like sometimes. And i hate myself for that, cos it should be others before self.

I havent really been grateful for the things i have. Like even if i say i am, i doubt i really mean it. And i guess it should be time i learn to be really grateful of everything i've got. And i guess i wanna thank God for providing me with all these things.

Hmm, on a lighter note. Sau is the most enthu senior you would have ever seen. I. AM. Serious. Amanda is the craziest one. I wonder why i have such weird seniors in my squad. And my squad leaders too!O: Anyway, Sau like has started on music drill already, when others only chose their songs. She dreamt of the routine. FREAKY. And we're started on quite a lot and all. I hope we win this, since Sau wants it so freaking much. Hahah.

BUY ME ON FACEBOOOOK!:D

*This was written yesterday, 070808*

MY UNCLE IS SO FREAKING ANNOYING. OMG. Im serious, he is such a shit ass. Im serious. He is like threatening me and whatever shit with my parents. And seriously, he has no life. OMG. Im serious. But wth, i didnt really wanna talk to him. And like he kept claiming i commented on him and all that shit, and like he was apparently so affected that i called him retarded. SO wth, i said sorry. And i ended the convo. Seriously, i NEVER see the point in talking to such a freaking retard like him. WTH, if he reads this here. MY BLOG. And like it's a "free world" as he says. STUPID shit.

And then during gb. Gah, i dont wanna type that here. Really. I guess, maybe this sorta like helps me vent my anger? HAHAH. Jose is the retarded person on earth. And she bought me:D YAY!(: How cool is that? NOT. AT. ALL. Im worth like so freaking little now!): BUY MEEEEEE!:D HEHEH.

Im going the end off here now. I know this is a super short post. But if i continue, this post is gonna be more of a venting post then anything.

Heritage badge, serious stress. But then it's cos of it, that i see God's grace again. And how he gives you difficulties to overcome, but yet not let you fend for yourself. He provides people to help you along with it.

He gives you friends for encouragement. Especially when you need them the most. Thanks Jose and Soph. Awesome friends!<3 And for the super duper endless encouragement of doing all that i have done for God instead of men!(: WOOHOOO!:D

And then there's daddy. Cos he fetched me after school from kap, and like i went home. Ate, slept. And i wanted to wake up at 430. To reach toh yi by 5, kiasu so that the printing shop wont be closed. And then i woke up at 6, cos my sis was staring at me? LOL. I felt that it was weird. And i was like OMG. And i grabbed all my stuff, and ran out of the house. And when i closed the gate, unexpectedly, my dad returns. From dont know where, and he fetches me. And then the shop was still open. PHEW.

I guess, maybe. These are the little things that God really provides for. And i was thinking, like if i were a first generation Christian, i think my faith would be much stronger. As in, cos you arent a Christian, and then you know about God, and you experience His love that you become a Christian, so your faith tends to be stronger right?

I need to go off now, and sleep. Yes, it's late. And a bit of cutting left. I have done great today!:D But i havent studied yet!): And im glad i did my hw in advance!:D

OH CRAP. I know i shouldn't be complaining ANY single bit about this. BUT WTH. WTH WTH. Heritage badge, is the suckiest shit ever. Especially when you have people in your group who totally is too over ambitious and then they dont do anything. Yes, sadly. Im pin-pointing at this individual. And at the end of the day, she'll still get the freaking badge, cos she didnt not do anything. WTH is that.

And like, seriously. Im not boasting or anything. But im doing the most. I complied all the info, complied and got the pictures, and im going to print everything. Like the sacrifices i make for this, and wth. I dont even feel appreciated. And then like, i bet while im slogging my guts out here, deprieving myself from sleep, people are actually sleeping out there. And it's like wth. Seriously, it isnt really fair.

I mean, im not saying they arent doing anything. Like Looi at least came online when i asked her to, just to clarify something with her, and then like she helped me get some pictures too. And rach is doing the box. But then it isnt really hair, cos then i feel like im doing the most which is true. I mean, im also going to do the cutting later on too. And mind you, it's 52 pictures, and names. LIKE WOAH. Im gonna die from this!): DANGGGGGGG. Stupid shit.

But i guess, we shouldnt complain right? Cos we should be doing it for the glory of God, and not because of the crappy badge or for men. I guess, sometimes, through things like this, you actually feel motivated cos it's for God and not for anyone else, and im happy for those moments of mine, when God suddenly comes into my mind and somehow im told that everything is for Him, and not for myself or anything else.

GAH. I need to sleepppp!): NIGHT.

PHOTOTAKING TOMORROW! I cant wait!(: And chinese test too!): Tuition today to try and push everything into my brain!:D

I have loads to say. But then i have little time. This will be short. Does that satisfy your craving to read my blog? I dont really care. The tagboard is dead for one!): And another is that i have tons of projects. Especially heritage badge. Screw that!):

Anyway, today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIFANG!:D
It's awesome knowing you. And it is ever so fun pushing you and cw together. Hot date huh? Heheh. But then you're too nice to tell me off. Yay. Thanks for being such an awesome SS teacher, and for being such a nice nice person who says nothing about me bullying her!:D Glad to be old? HAHAH. Love ya. I WANNA GO TO NY TOO!):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!:D
It has been awesome knowing you. And even though we hardly know each other, we mainly only know each other cos of les, but you're so freaking funny. And yes, wish that you grow taller!:D Heheh. Happy awesome 14. And for being such a funny friend. YAY!(: Love ya!:D

On my mum's birthday. Sadly, Aunty Marian passed away!): Thats real sad. I mean she was such an awesome woman. God-fearing and all. And she had the will to live on. And then like her kids are such nice and awesome people. I just wanted to dedicate this post to her and her family. And i guess, life still has to go on right?

My stomach aches badly. I dont even wanna go to school tomorrow!): And it's so un-me to pon school! It's for a valid reason okay. One that is, my stomach hurts. Real badly.

And then also, stupid heritage badge. Screw it. Gah. Extra stress and everything, since it's supposed to be due next week! DANG. And stupid _ _ _ _ _ _ _ isnt really cooperating. Yes, if you filled in the blanks then good for you.

Then agai, on the better side. Church was awesome. Combine was really okay. I didnt really enjoy it as i thought i would. The message was just wayyy too short. DANG!): But it was alright other than that.

It was after church. I had so much freaking fun. Fangren is such a hobbo. LOL. Cos he kept calling me that. And his psp is so freaking fun. But i totally sucked!): DANG. Which isnt the point. I played like his retarded attacking game? I sucked. And his racing game was so freaking fun. But i sucked too. I played 4 times to get first. WTH. Then it was so hot we went to the XS room, i finished my chinese tuition hw. And then like i wanted to play the soccerball game thingy with him? WHATSITCALLED? And then the 20 year olds came in. And like they were like "WAH. So crowded. Why got little kiddies in here ah?" And cos we're only allowed to enter next year so we were like HEHEH. LOL. Anyway, then Mark was like "OH YOU WANNA PLAY WITH ME?" And so we played. Fangren and i against Mark, and i sucked. I sucked real badly. LOL. IM serious. Idk why either. And Mark won. Duh. But that isnt the point. Then my mum called so we left. And Aunty Janet came up to get Karen, so she left too. I met her at the lift, and she said "Hello Miss Naomi!" And i was like "Hi?" And she was like "So how's school?" And i was like "Fine?" LOL. I was so un-responsive. And she was like "What subject combi are you taking?" And i was like "Im only in sec 2!" And she was like "Oh, then planning to take." And i was like "I dont know" Then we reached level 1. Nice convo.

Then she commented that me and my mum and my sis were wearing matching outfits. LOL. It totally wasnt planned. A pink top and white pants. That's nice. How physic of us!:D

Anyway, i need to go now. Have to do stupid projects.

Yes im posting this on mozilla again. And it's my mum's birthday. Dang, no pics of her here. Let's see.

One of my sis and my mum, good enough.

ANYWAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!:D
Thanks for being the bestest mum ever, from fetching me around to being someone there for me. For always giving me support and guidance in situations, and for always caring and loving me. Thanks for being the superb, and bestest ever mum alive. I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS.
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Okay, today. Assume today is still friday for this part of the post. I wasnt feeling well, really. It was like my whole world was dizzy and my stomach ached. And so after bio, soph and i went to ask mrs lee if i could call my mum. And then she agreed and stuff. But i was feeling much better by then. It was an on-off thing. Whatsthename soph called it? I forgot. Anyway, then i called my mummy but she reached her office already and she didnt wanna go back to fetch me, so she told me to stay in school and if i REALLY need to go home then i take a cab. And i had no choice right?

It was PE, and then we walked up, soph changed and we walked back down. And then in the sports com, i slept with my head rested on the bench! BELIEVE IT OR NOT! I really did. I was either very tired or something. Anyway, then i was feeling much much better and i started playing the yellow ball with Joy, JoEe and Cheryl. It was sorta fun. We were so retarded. HAHAH. And then i joined BSG and played volleyball with them. 5 VS 4, delia was away. Anyway, it was sorta fun:D

Lunchbox day and yes. Fast forward to after school. We ended at 1, and had to eat lunch for the talk thingy at 140. And it was sorta okay, boring though. The games were fun though. HAHHA. WE rock!(:

Anyway, thank you soph dear for accompanying me, or i might just have fainted along the way and no one would have known. ily loads and loads!<3

GAH. And i had fever just now, but im alright now!:D Though my fever was sorta weird. My temperature was 38 but i felt normal, except i could sorta feel the heat. Hmm.

Anyway, off to sleep:D It's late.

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