I hate glooomy days!): Today has beeen really sucky. If you really know what exactly happened. I kept on falling asleep in class though i slept at 11, which was early than usual! And well, i'm more or less cooled down now. But i was SUPER annoyed at my mum. She's so blooody annnoying really. She doesnt let me go for YF's partaye!): And it's so bloody annoying, because i couldnt go for Lyd's one already before that!): FOR THE DUMBEST REASON EVER. I AM SERIOUS. She wanted me to stay home cos my dad was leaving the next day!-.- And we didnt even do ANY family bonding thing together!-.- OMG LA.

And now, she wants me to stay back to study?! Wtheck. Like i ever will. Might as well do something more fun right? And the thing im really annoyed with is that she doesnt even control my siblings that much. They have dinner outside like practically almost everyday and it's not like she ever cares. So blooody annnoying really. It's so blooody unfair!):

And then stupid chem prac today!): Uh. I really dont like chem. And i definitely need chem tuition. I cant blame her altogether. But she's part of the reason. I have to blame myself too, for not being hardworking. Ohhh yes, but Cherie was awesome on Sunday when she taught me!:D She's ever so awesome!(:

Almost fell asleep in class twice? Hmm, maybe school at night would be much better! And yep yep. I REALLY wanted to go for yf's party la. So blooody annoying. Not like she even would be home!-.- UHHHH.

On a lighter note,
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!:D Have a blessed 19th and get a boyfriend soon!(: God bless. And love you dear!<3

And im sorrry lesley for not getting your present. You're DEFINITELY the only one who has made me feel so guilty for not getting a present! HAHA. But i'll get it soon. And everyone else too!(:

Uhh, hopefully i'll be able to persuade my mum. And then maybe say i'll be back by 9 or something!:/ UHHH. SUCKS.

Neeed to finish one million stuff by next wed! And need to study for chem test tomorrow. Seee you when i next feel like updating!(:

I think im a SUPER selfish girl.
Sometimes, i just wish everything would be the way i want it to be.

I hate it so much that i cant do anything to help.
I hate it so much that everything seems to be just so overwhelming.
I hate it so much that i cant freaking understand ANYTHING and yet, i cant be bothered.
I hate it so much that i'm getting so annoyed so easily nowadays!):
I hate it so much that i get so little sleep nowadays!):
I hate it that i hate so many things!):

Urgh, bloooody.

I kinda realise, and know that i have one more whole entire year before my farewell. Well, i didnt really cry during sec 4 farewell. I dont think im thaaaat emotional. But yknow, there's just this surge of warmth and shivers up your spine!): It's really sad. It's like really, there's no one to follow now. Somehow, i feel like i follow better than i lead. I mean, i probably cant really be bothered to lead sometimes. Not that i even think i can.

Hmm, im really gonna miss all the sec 4s!): Well, mostly those closer. But we still have our friendship bracelet thingy!(: HAHAHA. Im so gonna wear it to church. It's so coool. Probably gonna get the colourful string one!:D Heh.

And then i was just typing out "darling" and i remember about Chrystal! HAHA. She's such a cute junior i tell you. She's consistently calling me, and calling me "hello kitty!" HAHA. And when i call her "darling" she's like EWWWWW. Super cute.

I really do love my squad, and im gonna try my hardest to bond everyone together!(: And there's gonna be so much more to do. Im quite glad sec4farewell's over. Cos that'll be a load off my shoulders!(: And it comes with a badge too! HAHA. P6 blessings on wednesday!:D Mufti too!(: And games!:D But im gonna miss the p6es!): And on a sadder note, I need to get presents for janjoy and Natasha. I hate thinking of what i should get for them!:/ Uh.

Hmm, and tomorrow's church then worship prac from 230 to 345. On monday's gonna be the HIP class, and meeting Kelly after that cos she's gonna teach me chem. She's the sweetest person ever and i love her. Friday's gonna be Yifang's partayeee. Quite excited for it, though im not even sure if i wanna go for it! HAHA.

Hmm. Today was brilliantly fun. Im gonna sleep now. And scan hist for Alysia!(: Gooodnight.

I really love lovemg!(: Today has just been such an awesome day!(: I really really really loved it. And i experienced God's presence once again!(: And further more this time!:D

Really, God's just so amazing. And really, lovemg has helped me so much. I've got so much to say. It's my first time i've ever prayed for someone in front of that person! HAHA. But it's really amazing. And like i feel much closer to God. Like Abi prayed, i hope and pray that this isnt just a high thing, and that i'll always feel this close to Him!(:

Hmm, and also. I've finally understood why God made (in that sense!) me go for youth alpha!(: It's really amazing, and He really has everything in control. He planned everything for us. And it's super cool, cos like Youth Alpha has helped me a lot!(: And i shared that with kelly during the thing. Gave her a hug, and told her all about it!(: I mean, i finally understand. It's really amazing.

And i experienced God in a deeper level. It's super coool. I was literally going to break down. And i was just shaking and everything. But i didnt really want myself to break down and everything! Heh.

Talked to Charmaine too!(: HAHA. Gave her my form thingy, and showed her the "Hi Charmaine! (if you're reading this!)" HAHAHA. Cos she said my DJW form had no comments, so here's my comment for lovemg!:D Heh. But i just realised i forgot to tick a box! Heh.

It's really been such an awesome day!:D Founders, sec4 farewell!, Ruth's house then lovemg!<3 I cant wait for it next year!:D

And it's really awesome to know the official photographers! HAHA. Got them to take like one million shots of me!(: Heh. And im quite sure i've got quite a few nice shots! HAHA. Im gonna make Ben and Yingen upload on facebook!:D The YA ones too!<3

Uhhh, i love today. This week's so hectic, yet it's been so awesome. Really. Worship pracs, sec4farewell and everything. Tomorrow's gonna be tuition, cosunday fellowship. (I REALLY WANNA GO FOR HILLSONGS, BUT SAME THING LA!) And sunday's church and worship prac!(: Im so hyped up for everything now!:D Ahhh!(:

Im sure everyone who went for lovemg was touched by God in one way or another!(: And those who didnt go, dont worrry! There's always next year!:D

I love lovemg!<3
I love YA!<3

Hmm, been such a hectic week! My most busiest since like last year? Which was utterly crazy. And im sleep deprived again!): Uhhh. But i always am anyway! Been staying back for the entire week. I know, it's crazy. Only time where i really slept in the afternoon was tues which was just a half an hour nap? Powerrrr nap!(:

Hmm, so yes. Monday had HIP class. Then worship prac. Stayed back till 7 plus!(: But it was funnn!:D Tues, i stayed back to do some squad bonding! HAHA. Only sec2s and meee!(: Four of us!:D And we bonded with ABC,123!:D It was fun!:D Pictures up soon!(: Wed, i stayed back for LC, which well, was kinda okay. Hard but probably cause i expect more from myself. It's the freaking real thing!O: And had worship prac after. Left before 7 because almost everyone had a bio test? HAHA. Met Karen on the way down to the bus stop!:D TODAY! Spent almost the entire day doing gb stuff!O: And yes, im still trying to complete it. Burning the cds now. Im such a computer idiot! I really have no idea how to do the simplest things!:/ Uhhh.

Tomorrow's gonna be such an awesome day. And i can feel it. This week's been one of the most hectic weeks ever since this year! Like everything there's something on! And like tomorrow's gonna be founders, sec 4 farewell and lovemg. Sat's gonna be tuition and cosunday fellowship. Kinda wanna go for hillsongs, but it's alright. Fellowshiping still!(: And sunday's church!<3

I spent the entire tues doing my squad vid. And im honestly gonna miss the sec4s!): I felt like crying watching the video myself. HAHA. And im such an ego shit. I've been going around saying how much i love the vid. But i dont think it's even thaaaaat great. Cos im a computer idiot! But i still love it!(: Cos it's all our memories. I'm so gonna miss the sec4s!): Sau, Charlotte and Amanda!<3

I remember how much i say i'll cry during sec 4 farewell. And i did tear thinking about it once. But im actually not quite sure if i'll really cry tomorrow. Idk if i can hold my emotions well! HAHAHA. This sounds so traggic.

But honestly, we've been through so much. And i really miss those times!): Because dovies will never be the same. And i really feel that this is really gonna be an emotional meeting!): Uh. Mainly because, we've been through so much together as a squad. Well, mainly 12 of us. I STILL CAN REMEMBER EVERYONE IN DOVES CONTINGENT. I think i can!(: Sau, Amanda, Charlotte, Ernie, Christelle, Theo, Tanya, Natasha, Deborah, Sandra, Chrystal and me!:D I mean really. ALL the drill pracs. All the fun times during drill pracs. All the marching and everything! All the crazy jumping during fellow camp at Hort Park. All the singing at Hort Park. All the scoldings we've been through together. All the polishing of boots. All the uniform parts. All the everything we've gone through together as a squad. Especially the fun games we've played and "Peace like a river!" Im really gonna miss you guys!):

For once, im actually feeling rather emotional for sec 4 farewell! And i guess, i kinda know why God put me in gb!(; It's really one of the most amazingest ccas ever. And it's really the bestest.

Parade tomorrow. Stonning drill again for the third consecutive year! And my name isnt even read out!): Uhhh, gooodnight. More burning to do too!(:

I hate not knowing. I hate being ignorant. But indeed it's an irony. Ignorance IS indeed a bliss. It's like you'll die to know what's the secret, but after knowing it, you're like drats, i dont want to know it. It's so weird and ironic.

I feel like i NEED to go for yifang's birthday! HAHA. But it'll be fun, just that FR keeps insisting that it'll be like Lydia's birthday, boring and whatever. Cos you'll just clique with your own friends? But it still seems fun okay! Like so much planning involved. Cos i was talking to Ashley today! HAHA.

Hmm, so hopefully lovemg's next friday. Then it'll be lovemg and yifang's birthday on both fridays!(: And well, if lovemg is next friday, then it'll be founders, out, then lovemg. Quite cool. Im still SUPER excited for next week to come even though there's 4 tests, well QUIZZES as Jeanne claims. But there's more to that im sure. Revision? And i really forgot everything. Bio's like the major one? Entire respiration, and it's the AA.

CT3 are coming up so so soon. I wish i was Charlotte and Marian sometimes. Then they dont fret when the exams are like here, like normal people do. Cos they study everyday? HAHA. They're SUPER chaomuggers.

Hmm, i need chem tuition. And i wanted to type something else but i cant remember what it was. OH YES. Next sat's the cos fellowship. Yay. Excited for that!(: And probably staying over at ruth's hosue then going to church together on sunday!(: It's not like she stays SUPER far from me like that. HAHA.

AHHH. I REMEMBER WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY. Nava was over at my house just now with a bunch of my sister's other friends. And then i didnt realise she was here, until she said "HI NAOMI". HAHA. I miss drill prac days!): I'm the contingent commander for founder's?:D HAHA. I wanted to be in the GOH though. Ohwellls.

Gonna study now for binomial and physics. Kinda alright with binomial though. HAVENT started on physics YET though.

Sometimes all we need is a word of encouragement to know that I did well!(: Thanks Glenda. Cos you've been the awesomest I/C anyone could ever have!(: I feel like one of the biggest disappointments anyone could ever be, but then thanks for well, implying that it aint my fault!(: Love you mummy!:D

And well, i've sorta gotten over everything that made me so damn pissed on wednesday. And im actually wondering why i even got pissed at all of them in the first place! It's rather ironic really. I think sometimes, i really lack faith. I mean, actually frankly speaking, the thing that really brought me closer to God was my faith. Rather ironic. But i think that's one of the major areas which i really lack, in a Christian aspect.

I mean, well, regarding my oral. I know i did my best. And all i can do is leave God with the rest. Actually, it's really true that God grants the desires of your heart. And sometimes, i feel that He doesnt give me the things i want because it's constantly on my mind. Like im unwilling to surrender it in His hands, and like i guess sometimes He just wants me to trust Him through all of this. To have faith and just really know that He really grants the desires of my heart!(:

I was kinda annoyed today at school!): Really. One of the things i need to accomplish by the end of this year is to love magsim. I mean, not love her, like in the affectionate way. But more of the respect kinda way. It's really hard. But somehow, it's like 40 DOC is planned by God for me to really love everyone around me. Yes i know i struggle terribly with it. Somehow, i struggled especially much today.

I mean, there's just so much differences between people. And we've just gotta accept them because if we dont, then who else would? And we must show God's love by loving others. I'm trying so hard to achieve this really.

My daddy's coming home tomorrow!(: Yay. And im gonna be a good girl by going for tuition myself. Yay.

Kelly made me think so much during our lunch date. As in, she made me remember so much about last year!): I really do miss last year. Like she was talking about the closest friends she has are those from mg. And it's really amazing cos she and Charmaine have been best friends since like P2? How cool is that. Anyway, then she mentioned about this gang she had. And it made me remember so much about bsg. I really miss those fun times. I mean, i really loved everyone from bsg. I still do!(:

Founder's day is coming up. And remembering what i did last year after founder's is just saddening. I honestly miss 2m. I miss bsg!): There's 25 pictures of us though!(: I was quite surprised at the amount. I didnt know we had thaaaaat many!:D

God, i need to know that You're in control of everything in my life. I need to know it so badly now, Lord. Because i know You love me!(:

I think it's really amazing. I was praying before oral, and there was really this sense of calm within me!(: I loved that.

I love it when i know that God's in my life.

BUT im damn freaking pissed now. And ruth did NOT just make it better. OMG.

I cant bloody stand how bloody bias everyone is. How they bloody judge you and like you just cause what? You do well in that freaking area, or just cos OH I LIKE YOU. Freaking hell. It's just damn pissing. Honestly, i wouldnt give a damn. But im worse than her? Uh thanks.

Super annnnoyed with that. The morning didnt start well either. OMG. Came to school, and realise my dear friend Kelley didnt bring her gbu. Rushed and fretted. Got Ernie to replace her. And i didnt test her and stuff!:/

Hmm, and guess what? Miss Yang hinted to me, and i sorta explained to her why. Left out important information so no one gets scolded or anything. And then Miss Toh was like "Is Ernie in Doves?" And i was like yeah. And she was like you guys better brush up on your commanding. OMG, i dont freaking plan to be a commander im sorrry. And im so damn sorrry Ernie had to be the impromtu orderly. Uhhh.

Oh and stupid damn oral today. WTHECK LA. Ask about the implementations of the poly not allowing the students to wear slippers and shorts. OH RIGHT. Am i supposed to know about this question? Uh freak.

Damn bloody annoyed. And im not supposed to. I know im not. Because God's in control of everything. And it was really heartening, i read this verse on the methodist message thingy before i went in. It said "God made everything". Something like that. And uhh, i need to love everyone!(: I MUST.

On a lighter and better and happier note, tomorrow's thursday!(: Yay. Going for lunch with Kelly!(: I need to rant at her!:D And then friday's HOPEFULLY lovemg. I'm gonna pray real hard that it isnt cancelled. My first one after like 8 years? HAHAHA.

Because sometimes i just feel like i want everything to be me, me, me. Yes im acting like a selfish spoilt brat, but sometimes, i just want everything to be me. Yes, i want the freaking world to revolve around me!(: I just get so annoyed when you specially talk to me just to ask about my siblings. Oh gosh, then just dont freaking talk to me.

GB seems to be revolving totally around me now. I mean, not that im complaining. Hell no, im not. But it can be a little overwhelming at times. Just finished those that i can. And i need to do the squad item, thanks to STUPID tanya!): HAHA. Im kidding. You're so super duper creative!:D

Stayed back today cos i was forced to. Was supposed to be filling in lobangs for GOH, but i turned out to be teaching this recruit how to march and the basics. Quite fun!(: I miss those times of drill com! Today's like a drill prac!O:

I miss drill pracs!): Anyway, gonna miss like the front part of the combine practice AGAIN. HAHA. I suck. Having chinese O Oral!): Oh dang. Im so damn scared!): Well, not quite. I keep forgetting it's on wednesday, and im looking forward to it cos of the combine prac?:D HAHA. I mean, i would love to be in GOH, but commanding isnt that bad. Need to polish up ALL their drill and stuff!(: Yay.

Gonna finish SS, then do some oral stuff then sleeep!(: Im actually just this tinsy winsy bit excited still for wednesday to come!(: Shooting for our squad item too!:D

Sometimes i wish i could rewind time. I miss spending time with my grandparents every week. I mean, yes i do go back almost every weekend. But i guess things would NEVER be the same. I use to love going to my grandparents' house when i was young. And we would just spent the entire day there. My grandparents would bring us to macdonalds nearby in the morning for breakfast and we'll just watch tv all the way after that. Then my grandma would feed us dinner and stuff!(: I use to love those times.

But now, going back is as if a ritual. And like we would just watch tv. My granddad's bed ridden, and i admit that i found my grandma super duper naggy and annoying. I've been such an ass.

And somehow, i just really wish that everything would be rewound back. That like i wouldnt regret it if my granddad passes away. (not that i ever want him to!) But then, somehow, it would never be the same again i guess? Those are memories, which will be in me forever.

Watched ice age 3 today with my parents after tuition. Snacked so much on junk food i tell you! Feeling guilty right now!): The movie wasnt that good. I expected it to be funnier, but uh. It was funny but kinda boring? Im growing up i tell you. My dad fell asleep in it!-.- Oh right. And my mum laughed like crap.

40 DOC launch tomorrow. It'll be so interesting seeing the entire chruch being so united and bonded cos we're all gonna wear the same teee. Well, special green one for special people!(:

Goooodnight!(:

Okay let's seee. I feel as if my entire life is full of gb now! It's quite weird actually. Stayed back for gb, been doing gb stuff for the entire night, especially emails! It's crazy. My ENTIRE inbox is gb stuff. It's so weird, cos usually i put my stuff into folders and my inbox is empty. But now, it's like i have TWO pages full of gb stuff! It's really crazy.

I've been smsing so much this month too. I wonder whats my bill like!(: But it pays to have unlimited smses. Been smsing my squad, exco, and ruth! HAHAHA. It's the funniest thing ever, and ruth and i have so much telepathy i tell you! Then again, we've been friends since forever! HAHA. But like wow, i didnt know that ALL the ones that im I/C-ing are all hers! HAHA. Super funny.

Hmm, but anyway. I forgot to do my relay system! Gonna do it soon!(: And well, today's basically just clearing all the gb stuff due long time ago!(: Im so glad im not sitting on them anymore!:D Especially orderly list. So glad it's all cleared!:D

Hmm, Monday's gonna be busy from now onwards!(: And im REALLY anticipating Founders. Like my name being read out!:D HAHA. Hopefully!(:

Ohhh, and im trying to love everyone around me now! It has been successful so far!(: And yeah, it's really great and awesome. Like i feel so much happier!:D I actually enjoy lifee. And i SHOULD enjoy studying, though i really dont!): Uhm.

Well, talking about that. Rather perplexed now thanks to the POWERPUFF GIRLS. HAHAHA. Honestly had one of the funniest moments today! We were walking down school, and then we saw lesley. So i shouted "HELLO LESLEY!" Then she turned around. Ruth shouted "IM RUTH!" And i shouted "IM NAOMI!" And Rachel shouted "IM RACHEL!" Then i was like "And we're the..." And Ruth and Rachel were like "POWERPUFF GIRLS!" And then like Rachel spotted that our bags were pink, blue and green! The colour for ppg! HAHA. We're so cool!(:

Hmm, but anyway. Super perplexing i tell you! Like those two idiots pointed out this dumb shit ass secret i had. How dumb. But honestly, it probably aint true. And i REALLY dont believe! And you guys are just thinking too much!(: Though i love you guys!:D HAHA.

Anyway, neeed to email again! I just remembered i forgot to email my love!(: Need to catch up with her!:D

Sometimes, i feel like i need to help the whole entire world. Sometimes i feel like i need to make an impact in that person's life. Sometimes i feel like i need to break that layer.

There's so much i wanna do but there's so little i can!):

Somehow i just feel that there's so much to hide
Somehow i just feel that there's so much to conceal
I dont know anymore
because you seem to matter so much
All of you do surprisingly

Im trying to love everyone around me more and more
Uh huh, means no more "i hate magsim"
which may not neccessarily be a bad thing.
And everything seems quite well, because i havent really gotten angry or hated anyone yet.
Well, not as far as i can remember.

Loveeeee❤

Had an awesome time today!(: Yay. I was REALLY looking forward to today!(: Had one of the most awesomest times ever!:D I mean, the Newater talk was just educational and well, boring. But the times camwhoring and whatsoever was SUPER duper fun!(: Haha. We would ALWAYS lag behind and get scolded by magsim!): And the bus journey just reminds me so much of rocs! Uhhh, i wish it was rocs!(:

Hmm, went back to school for geeebee!(: Yay. I was super excited cos it's founder's day practise and stuff! And i realised that i was the contingent commander for sec1s and sec3s. I wanted to be in GOH, but ohwells. I guess contingent commander is alright, just that i have to stone drill? And well, turn around in a circle and salute during times? Hmm. And my name would probably be mentioned!(: Corporal Naomi Ng. I am COOOL.

Hmm, and having exco on friday!(: Yay. Next wed's chinese oral!): And probably parade practise again. I have no idea what's happening now! But i know, we get to miss class again!:D Yay.

MJ memorial again! Not really a big MJ fan, but well, RIP mj. I think i get quite scared when he's white, and i actually prefer his old original self! His songs are not that bad actually!(: It's kinda sad he's gone now with just a blink of an eye!):

And because im the nicest and awesomest and cooolest. Here's a pictureee galore!(:

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