I love today really. Till i start thinking about everything else, and then it's like uhhh. Yknow the kinda thing when like people write you notes telling you to cheer up and all that crap? But yet they dont do ANYTHING about it other than that. I mean, yes i REALLY do appreciate their concern. But yet, i feel like it's more than just standing there and saying "CHEEER UP!", it's more of like really being there. And sometimes, that's like one thing i feel that i have big problems understanding you about. Yes, i know. Everyone's not perfect. But then, i just thought that maybe you should realise. It's more of actions than words.

I really love today. Really. It was eventful, and definitely an experience! HAHA. Not quite good, but yet, it was fun! I was SUPER high in the airport! Cos i was SO tired that fatigue just overwhelmed me. I had NO IDEA what was actually really happening! HAHA. I was like talking SUPER loudly cos i was super tired? No idea why actually. Woke up at 4.30, slept at 12. Had to send yf off! She's too important!:D HEH. Though it's only 4 months. Didnt know it's that short though, but worth it.

Played the step-only-in-the-black-tiles-game after we left. HAHA. Ohhh, we had this VERY VERY important phone call. Like she called. Then i passed it to ben seow. And he was like "you know who i am?" And she said AVERY! Epic.

Had macs for breakfast. Went to church, and slept in the xs room for an hour, since service started at 10. Ohhh, we played in t3 and bought a cake for my sis!:D

Celebrated her birthday in church. And had like tons of fun. Her cell is damn crazy yet lousy. No one got a cake for her! HAHAHA. But then they sang like SUPER loudly like they wanted EVERYONE in church to know it's her birthday? HAHA.

I love today, or so far at least. Gonna get more teacher's day presents! And helped out for aloud yesterday! Im so gonna make sure i watch Jaslyn sing!:D HAHAHA. She's quite awesome i pressume!

Uhh, i feel like this is one of my moments. Like im happy, but yet if you give me time, i actually am not quite happy. I feel tired now!): Thanks to yf. Heh. But i'll miss her. Cos she's really the best!:D Avery was pissed after she left! *wink*

Sept hols are coming soon! Hopefully my daddy will be going on his bussiness trip then!:D HEH.

I just realised. How much i REALLY dont want you to leave!): And yes, i'll do whatever you've told me to do! Heh. Our little secret!:D But then it's like next year. It'll be so different. And somehow, i rather you see and watch us grow through this important phase of our lives. Like the important transition stage into a whole new area, and i wish you were there with us to keep us safe.

You once said that everything you guys decide will be based on what's best for us. And you once said that if anything happens, you guys will be the first to protect us. And somehow, everything you do has really touched us. Like the files, and even printing the "worksheets", and maybe, just slightly maybe, even like the times online! HAHAHA.

I'll really miss you when you're gone. Definitely i will! And class wont ever be the same without you. You've really made a difference in almost and practically everyone of us! HAHAHA. Especially, Avery! When you come back next year, we're gonna be so different. And maybe we'll all be so different. Maybe we'll be so much closer like what you wanted us to be.

I hope you'll have a safe trip to Canada and back!(: And MUST MUST MUST remember us okay!:D You'll always have a special place in our hearts, and we'll meet up soon again next year!:D

Love you yifang, forever and always!:D

And uhhh, let me tell you about wednesday. The extra cream highlight of my weeek. OMG. I really honestly feel damn dumb. REALLY. You cant be as dumb as me. I forgot to bring my boots!): AND THEN i changed into my uniform form with EVERYTHING perfectly done. And i was like "SHIT. I FORGOT TO BRING MY BOOOTS!):" And i was feeling so guilty and sad!): I could have cried really!:/ Then i told Miss Yang, and she didnt scold me. But that just made me feel MUCH MORE worse!): And then she ONLY said one line. ONE LINE. And i felt like i could go cry in the corner for the rest of gb!): HAHAHA. YES. JUST ONE LINE. UHHHHHH. I still feel bad now. Im NEVER EVER gonna forget about my booots!): NEVER.

Hopefully, i'll be able to send yifang off on sunday!:D Loooking forward to that once i figure out how im going to go to the airport at 530. And omg, i had the funnest time ever. Avery's the gayest shit ever. Honestly. He is loved strucked by Yifang. And then i used her phone to sms him, and it was HILARIOUS.

Gonna finish Physics and Amaths (hopefully!) then sleeep!:D

There's just so much overwhelming me right now, and i feel like as if i am so small. Like yknow how it feels when you have so much surrounding you, and you would just like to give everything up and just lead a carefree life?

Sometimes i feel like i wish i could drive. Then i wouldnt need to bother so many people kinda thing. And sometimes, i just really wish i didnt have any commitments. Like then i would just play my life off, but that's bad!):

I've been going out way too much now, and spending so much!): Uhhh.

Debo's leaving on thurs. Charmaine's leaving on Thurs. Yifang's leaving on Sunday. Uh. Suddenly, it all seems so quick. Kelly's leaving soon too! And so is Karen probably.

Gotta sleeep. Havent finished so much homework. Gonna do in school tomorrow!(:

I love you Grace, and no matter what happens i know God has a plan for all of this!(: I'll keep you and your family in prayer. And be that great leader like you've always been and make your daddy proud!(: We'll always support you, always and always, because you've definitely impacted our lives in one way or another. LOVE YOU.

Sometimes when something bad happens, it isnt much about who's right and who's wrong. But it's more about believing and standing by my side. There's a difference, cos actions definitely speak louder than words.

OMG. Im watching this new HK drama. And the storyline seems really interesting and cooool! I havent watched dramas for the longest time, and this is the kind of drama where you cant miss ANY episodes, cos if not you wont really know what's happening kinda thing?

Had one of the longest sleep EVER. Well, it's the longest. Cos the max i can sleep for is around 11 hours? But i slept for 12 hours straight. And i still feel tired though!): I slept for 12 hours! 2 to 2!:D Most awesome sleep ever!:D Probably gonna sleep that much tomorrow too! Then on Friday im gonna try and sleep early!(:

Had the yummiest proridge too!:D My grandma honestly rocks. She cooked such a SUPER good porridge for me!:D HEH. Gonna have to do elearning work sooon!(:

My brother's rugby finals, which is a SUPER important match for his school, cos they lost A and B and so he has to sorta win? So like my mum wanted me to go but ryc. Uh. And tomorrow's the boring day!): Danggggg.

Im SUPER excited for EOYs. Not the exam, but the holidays!:D Annual camp, rocs, holidays, church camp, student care camp, planning to help there for one week too!:D

Hmm, so many things. And o levels chinese too!): Not looking forward to that definitely. Uh. But hopefully, it'll all be fine!:D

Got commendation award too!:D For gb! HAHA. I love gb honestly. And stupid sau. "Hi Im Miss Yang, i confiscated Angie's phone!" HAHAHA. WTHECK.

"Im not precious,
Im Naomi"
To that special friend, thank you for those times. I love you always. And you DEFINITELY are precious!<3

Hmm, I'm exceptionally glad common tests are over!:D And well, im done with gb stuff and I AM SO GLAD AT MY ACCOMPLISHMENT. HAHAHA. I loveee the ppt slide i did!:D HEH. It's so prettty.

Hmm, anyway. End of exams today!(: Feeling quite happy till i get back my results. Though, i realise that my physics mark is REALLY bad!:/ Uh. I NEED DESPERATE TUITION. Too lazy to sms kelly to get everything right though. And i think im gonna fail chem too!:/ Which doesnt help. I give up on bio cos it's like BIO LOSER CLUB. OMG.

Hmm, on a lighter note. Im happy with my amaths and emaths marks!:D Like i improved for my amaths!:D Overall mark, and definitely CT marks!:D But emaths was well, uh. Happy that i didnt do thaaaat badly but sad that i didnt get full marks? HAHA. Well, more of happy then again.

Getting back lit tomorrow, which apparently isnt as good as term 2. But you must understand why! And bio, ss, chem next tues. HOPEFULLY hist will be next monday. Or maybe never. And yep! Term 3's coming to an end, and it's just passing by so quick. By the time we know it, it'll be the end of years already! And then O levels, and JC. Wow. Like 10 years of education, all in mg!O:

I think things change really fast, and sometimes it's just too fast for us to hold on till we lose it. I know, and definitely can tell, that like everything's just different from what it used to be. And definitely, i know how much i want things to be the same as they used to be, but i've got to tell myself to just keep moving on, because the world wont replay time just for me. Things change, and I've moved on. But im still holding back, to that tiny little bit of hope that things can just remain at this standstill.

I DEFINITELY should be studying. Especially since it's bio tomorrow!:D Gonna do a quick post, and then off to shower and finally study!:D I've sorta read through all that's tested, and so now i neeed a refresher and probably memorise then im donee!:D

Had one of the most interesting weekends ever. Like shopping, sorta. Well, not for clothes since i was broke and i went out with my dad. Why would he pay for something like that? HAHA. Just weird. But he did get me a book last saturday!:D And I've sorta been meeting him for tea on saturday afternoons after my tuition. Like last week was at bugis, and this week was raffles hotel, which has ABSOLUTELY awesome cheesecakes!:D The chocolate was well, not as good though!:/

Hmm, and ministry fair today!:D Quite funnn!(: With ice cream too!:D Signed up for CCSC camp, and picnic plus discovery! Quite cool. All student care related. Probably gonna try and see if i can help there during dec. Like for CIP hours. Not that i even need it that badly. Hmm, and also have to try and fit in my schedule for like other stuff too. HOPEFULLY, my nz trip isnt cancelled or clashing with anything else. I BADLY want to go for church camp and student care camp! BADLY.

And well, apparently. Now my parents are planning to bring us to China for a ski trip!<3 Wow. I was quite shock. And suddenly, this all seems too bizarre for me to handle. Like so many things happening, compared to last year or even the year before. Probably to make up for June!

Hmm, my dad promised to bring me to HK if he ever goes there for another meeting again!:D Yay. It's like playing just before i go into CONSISTENT revision for O levels. HAHA. CONSISTENT. Well, we'll see if it works. Hmm, on a lighter note. See you HOPEFULLY on tuesday. Probably will be busy with gb stuff though!:/ Since we have like quite to do.

Thursday is elearning, which means im gonna sleeep in and probably watch a new drama. Unless the workload is crazy like the last time but i really doubt so. Since we have RYC on friday and saturday.

Okay, that wasnt that short. But im going off anyway!:D

Yifang's leaving in 2 weeks time!): Dangggg. She better say something along the lines of "i think they should move up as a cell...i dont mind being their cell group leader." YES, i hope she said something like that!

I had the SPLENDID-est week ever!(: Tuesday was the blast. Though common tests are like URGH. I didnt study that hard this time!): Uh. I hate feeling so unmotivated and all!): But then im somewhat more motivated to study more for EOYs seeing my results for this round!): I wanna get promoted to sec 4. Hmm, anyway. Let's talk about TUESDAY.

We had chem, which was the ENTIRE highlight of the day. Gen and i scripted a script for our dear lovely chem teacher, fann. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. It was supposed to be like this:
Gen: Hey Mrs Sim, did you cut your hair?
MS: Noo, why?
Me: I think you look prettier... You seem to look as pretty as FANN WONG!O:
And then we'll blabber on. HAHAHA. And after Gen asked MS if she cut her hair, i burst into fits of laughter. And gen was like "NAOMI SAY YOUR PART." And i stopped, and said it. And then laughed out loud again! And she was like "No la, Fann Wong's mother you mean!" Then Alysia was like "No la, Fann wong!" Then she was like "Wow, this isnt the first time i heard this! Since so many people say, so it must be true la!" AND I WAS LIKE WTHECK, LAUGHING LIKE CRAP. Damn entirely funny.

And so now, we call her Miss Wong to get her attention! HAHAHA. Fann wong if you must!(: HAHAHA. My highlight of the weeek!:D

Common test were...:/ Uh. Did badly in Physics. Probably Lit too. And amaths was...): Uh. Careless. And so was emaths. SS is anyhow write sorta thing!): Neeed to do well for the rest of the papers!:D

For once, i feel so proud of my essay. Wrote an essay, inspired by Alysia and editted by Gen. Thanks friends!(:

"You're my best friend copper"
"And you're mine too, tod"
"We'll be friends forever!"

I really love God yknow. I finally get how people feel when they say that God's love is so overwhelming in their lives and they're speechless at it. I finally understand that feeling. And it's really awesome.

Really. I've cried like twice thanks to Gen and Rachel! HAHAHA. It wasnt really a cry, it was sorta tearing? But like i really could have cried if i didnt start laughing. It's like as if, im so overwhelmed by the Spirit that i start doing such things yknow. Idk why. I feel so insensitive sometimes. Like they're hurting and everything, and i go around telling them how happy i am kinda thing yknow. Uhhh.

Somehow, i feel so hyped up about my church christmas play thing! And im definitely planning to try make it a big event. Idk why either. But maybe cos i envisioned it that way.

God's really moving in my life. And yknow that kinda feeling where you just wanna tell everyone why. Im having that feeling right now.

Ahhh, there's just so much yknow!(:

And i dont even feel that annoyed at myself for not studying. It's like the happiness just overtakes me kinda thing!(: Idk if that's good or bad.

I feel so happy and overwhelmed today.

Must study tomorrow and stuff!(: I miss my parents too!):

OMG. I had such a goood laughter, when i pounced upon this facebook note!(: HAHA. Was well, viewing people's profile while waiting for the stupid video to load. It takes so long okay!): So thought of doing something productive. AND LOOOK WHAT I FOUND!O:

"51. [x] Always called our chemistry teacher "Fann Wong" and how her "hair looked very nice (today)" although it never really did to stall time 'cause she'll spend the next 15 minutes talking about herself - with us contributing more comments to maximize the opportunity"

It's the mg facebook quiz thingy. And guess who that refers too!O: OMG HAHAHAHAHA. Hilarious. And then i realise, my buddy was taught by magsim too!O: How cool can that be? Hmm. Not really close to her anymore. But i still remember that she knew me before we met in P1. Rather cool. Cos our parents used to go to the same church, and she sorta knew me? But i never knew her!:/ HAHA. And i thought she was weird.

OMG. Im so gonna do that in class one day! HAHA. It'll be so damn hilarious i tell you!(: OMG HONESTLY. Magsim thinks she's fann wong?! HAHAHA. Wtheckk. Epic i tell you. I cant imagine it happening in class! HAHAHA.

Hmm, on a lighter note. The weekend's almost over, and my studying has been the most unproductive ever!): I miss my parents truckloads. I think im gonna tell my mum that she's NEVER going on a holiday without me!): NEVER EVER.

I think im gonna miss Yifang when she leaves. We had the epic-est lesson today. HONESTLY. Avery has a sudden obsession on her, it's kinda scary!:/ He suddenly was like "You're one of a kind" (referring to Yifang) and we burst out laughing. LIKE AVERY?!O: And then it was damn epic. He admitted online that his top piorities are HANAKO, Yifang and God. WOW. She's that high! HAHA. He listens to her SO MUCH. Like i spent the entire day persuading him to have his party, but he refused. And she only spent like 5 mins? And he agreed!:/ WTHECK. She better be back fast!): Or i'll miss her too much. Why do people have to go on exchange programmes? Hmm. Im gonna miss debo too!): But then again, im still gonna annoy her as much as ever!:D HEH.

MAJOR STUDYING TOMORROW. I DESPERATELY NEED IT. And hopefully time will zooom past, and before i know it my parents are back. And then Dec hols are here!O:

Happy birthday Avery, Marcus & Singapore!(:

I love today ttm!(: HAHA. Though it passed really fast. Today feels like a friday, like a weekend!(: Im SUPER excited. Cos it really is! Hmm, this week's seems like it's gonna be awesome, except that i have to start studying for common tests!): It really doesnt feel that important now! But im gonna study anyway. Starting tomorrow. Major mugging after school, and on monday too! Probably sat also!

Hmm, today was eventful and funny!(: I reallly love gc 08-09!(: They're such an awesome batch. All three of them!:D They're such awesome leaders really. Anyway, had the funniest time today. I did the DUMBEST thing ever. Honestly. No one can EVER beat me. And it's all thanks to STUPID SAU! HAHAHA. Alliteration for more emphasis!:D

Cos Miss Yang was briefing everyone marching and commanding, and it didnt really concern me, since i was doing PA. So she was talking. Then sau suddenly said "Hi BOOB!" and i was like "Hey...BABE!" And i said it rather loudly. Cos everyone started staring at me, and they all laughed. And i was like SHIIIT WTHECK. Then Miss Yang stared at me with a wide smile. And i was like "SORRRRY!" while laughing too! HAHA. Then i was like "I wasnt talking to you! I mean,...yeah!" Super funnny, but embarrassing.

Im doing the PA tomorrow. Such an insignificant yet important job. Im so scared for the delays and stuff!): Uh. It's the lousy PA thing which takes like SUPER long to load!): Not my fault lor!:/

Hmm, Gen said something striking to me last night. She said that i ALWAYS give my best at everything. Really, i dont. Unless it's something VERY important to me, or at least i deem it as important. I think to a certain extent, i can be a perfectionist. But only when i want to. Like if i think or really love the thing im doing, i will really go all out to make it perfect. But if it's something i dont really care or cant be bothered about, i wont even bother la. But then, i guess i know which are the few areas where i'll really go all out for. Idk if this is a good or bad thing!:/ Hmm.

Tomorrow will be cool fun and interesting i tell you!(: Sitting bus to school though!): My parents are leaving for China tonight!): Uhhhh. They've been going on so many holidays suddenly!): No parents till tues!:/ Uh. This kinda does suck.

On a lighter note, it's sorta freedom till tues. But that also means, nobody to fetch me where ever i wanna go!): Uh.

I love it when conversations are solely based on God!(:

Im feeling so bittersweet right now, and definitely very sadhappy feeling within me. I feel like i can cry for her, because she's definitely someone i respect so much. Really.

I mean, you might differ in your thinking from me. But when you work closely with her, you realise how much effort she puts in to like even the littlest and smallest thing. And like it really isnt as easy as you look at it.

Yes, maybe the way she said it wasnt exactly the nicest way ever. But could you even tell how much she was hurting inside her when she realised the truth? Definitely, it wasnt her fault. And sometimes, we fail to see things around us. Like we only care about ourselves. And like we fail to realise and see things have the other person's perspective.

She had such high hopes, but yet they were all crumbled down in one day. Who couldnt be more hurt?

The amount of effort she put in; the amount of time she spent on everything just so she thinks is the best, but yet, what she gets in return?

I feel like this is totally none of my business. But, somehow, i feel affected. I know, it's probably because i respect her. And i know why she's feeling like this, which is why it's affecting me so much!): I feel like i could cry for her right now. For all the unjust feelings she's getting.

Uhh, this week has really been bittersweet. Everything. I love it yet hate it. I love having the presence of God so near me, but yet i hate being who i am. It's such a lovehate thing. I really did feel like just crying today, during gb worship. Yes, it's so weird. Like no one really sings or anything, but yet, worship is really between just you and God.

Yes, and orderly today. WHAT. AN. EXPERIENCE. Im so glad i wont be doing again till like next year!(: HAHA. And well, i honestly cant wait for annual camp too!(: Planning and all!:D Who says you need to be an SL to plan major events!(: HAHA.

I wanted to blog about something else. But i guess, maybe God's just using the people around me to really teach me how to love and to show His love to the people around me. Thanks Neng dear again as usual for helpign me. REALLY. Like i remembered how much Miss Ng said today during badgework that we should "love our neighbours". How very much hard indeed.

Hmm, i really am glad to be in GB. Because firstly, of the friends. You really make the closest friends during your time in GB. Somehow, everyone around you is like someone you can trust kinda thing. Secondly, there's SUPER coool teachers. I love Miss Ng. HAHA. She's SUPER cool, and i guess someone who you can just really talk to. And i RESPECT Miss Yang a lot definitely. Thirdly, it revolves around God. I think that's most important, and it's really awesome!(:

I think im gonna join a Christian cca when i go to JC.

Now, im gonna stick doing my yuedufansi&amathsaa!(:

Because lies are actually expensive. But at times, we fail to realise the cost of it, because it's all already paid at the cross when Jesus died. And so, we take that for granted and keep telling lies. But to some extent in our lives, we must stop. Because it hurts God. And no matter what excuses, whether it's a white lie or because you thought it would benefit someone else, a lie's a lie. That fact will never ever be changed.

An expensive lie. A price which someone has to bear the pain. You wont even understand it. Because you've never ever considered both sides of the situation. You only think about yourself. And you'll never know how much pain and hurt a lie can actually cause.

It all started out with a lie. And it just got worse. A lie can do so much damage. A lie can actually hurt so many people. A lie which had the intentions of benefitting someone.

Uhhh, sometimes i feel like telling you how i actually feel about this whole thing. But, i guess, we want to think that to some extent we're always right. But there's just so much. And maybe, it doesnt really matter. Cos you've changed so much. I've changed so much. And to some extent, i dont really care.

Hmm, the workload's been heavy. And i've been slacking my weekend away definitely. I shouldnt even be blogging now, and i dont even know why i am. But there's just so much within me right now, i feel i could burst. I think im getting more annoyed easily now, and it's really annoying. I hate getting annoyed. Hmm, on a lighter note, i cant wait for the hols!(: The end of years one. There's church camp. And i still hope im going to New Zealand. And Hong Kong too!(: Not really looking forward to the New Delhi trip, but i guess that'll be fine!(:

Im going so many places!:D Yay. But then the bad thing is, it's really so quick when your 10 years in mg has just zooomed past like a bullet train! And i bet the next thing i know it, i'll be coming back for Founder's Day! It's that quick!O:

Uh, more work!(:

Get well sooon JUS!:D

I just came back from Yifang's wonderful spendid awesome birthday party!:D Had such a fun time. And it wasnt even that bad la. It was weird at first, but super fun later!(: HAHA. And well, had one of the most interesting days today! I DID NOT sleep in class to begin with. Not at all during lessons!(: Think im gonna flunk my chem test, and i know i desperately need tuition. And we did dissection. Which well, was quite alrightttt. I was SUPER scared, but it turned out fine. Quite fun actually!(: I felt like a real doctor!:D

Hmm, anyway. Went out shopping for yf's present with Ruth. If that was even counted as shopping. More like walking around? And we settled for something cooool, which we will give on sun! HAHA.

Had a SUPER fun time at yf's party. Met Lysa which was SUPER awkward. But then again, she looks like our dear gb captain! So Similar in some angles. And she acts like all of them, who are SO particular about their privacy! But then the more they are, the more we'll react? HAHA. She didnt even wanna take a picture with me and ruth!O: We stole snapshots of her though!(:

We had fun at the playground, and Azriel was there too! He was quite funny. SUPER at times actually! Damn cute and innocent. We played at the swings and other stuff. And STUPID STUPID STUPID friends go abandon me!): Cos im SUPER scared of the slope, and they were like leaving without me?! Whaaaat. Had to squat to go down, lower your cg yknow! HAHAHA. Physics!:/

Yf has SUPER funny friends too. Like this girl called Yuen Kay? She was like "NAOMI NAOMI NAOMI," then Karen was like "do you even know her?" Then she was like "Erm, no. But then i hear people call her that so i also call lor!" Then i was like "HUH!" HAHA. Super funnny. Then she started calling me that over and over again!

Hmm, anyway. Going to sleeep now. Neeed my sleeep!(: And i'll upload ALL the pictures some other day when my computer plans to be nice and helpful!:D Or maybe with some other computer!(:

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