-Monday, May 05, 2008-5:30 PM Y
it's only now that i realise, now that i know. that actually, it all is my fault. only mine, but then i find faults with other people when it isnt even their fault. im such a mean ass loser. oh crap. i hate myself. it just dawned on me how much other people put in to our friendship, and how little i actually contribute. like it's how selfish and stupid of me, crap. i hate myself.
but on the brighter side, mep people are FUNNNNY! oh crap. okay skip this part cos i doubt you'll get it. elsa is crap i tell you, CRAP! she is one funny dude, who has a sick mind but goes on denial thinking that shes pure. van is as effecient as ever, and shes the best thing cos she goes to the ME bar to get information!:O wow. lamly is such a slacker worker shouldnt even exsist! heheh. gotmemo is the craziest person who claims shes 17 but acts like a 12 year old! ada, opps i meant A, is the funniest taiwan friend ever! ahhaha. she is such a nice friend too!(: blue is the best at her love advice, it's super good, and so is her fan fic. elle is the best person to partner again elsa! ahhaha. she totally rules going against her. starrei is the best LaLa land agent ever! pptulip is another good love advicer!:D THH writes the BESTEST fanfics along with her THH express! y3e is another good fan fic writer who wrote love blossoms with the seasons and that was my FIRST ever fan fic! i cant remember any other, okay okay last one. rainingrasins is the lousiest person ever cos she only has 2 lousy pathetic posts! hahah. kidding. love ya darling!:D
i love them. oh crap. okay you can read from here now,
READ HERE! HERE! HERE! okay okay, let see. delia seriously needs to be talked to with a lot of patience and sadly, i doubt i have it within me. so like yes yes. lit tomorrow! and it's gonna be FUNNNN! hahaha. i can feel it, and like im getting rather excited. hahaha. okay okay, i should stop soon. and like this lousy com of my sister's cant go to mep now!): gosh i hate it. which means using my own com! which means means means i have to use it sparingly. oh crap, that so sucks! gosh. my daddy's coming home tomorrow so i guess it cant be that bad right. hahaha. ohhh, i got a mother's day present already. my sis bought it, splittin among all of us!
hist sucked, but not as bad. i think i'll pass!(:
im sorry for being such a bitch!