-Monday, June 09, 2008-9:16 PM Y
*this was typed yesterday*
i dont like her, yet i cant say it in her face. i have a choice right. but yet, i dont really dare to say it. i dont wanna hurt her feelings, again. idk, this is hard!): but i dont wanna make the same mistake as i did last time, she wont even care, no matter how much i try to amend that. do i care? the truth is, do you really know me? the true, real me? oh man, okay crapping. so much for trying to type out an inspirational part of the post!): i failed!):
okay let's see. im sorry for not updating for like so many freaking days as compared to my usual updated everyday. sorry sorry sorry!:D heheh. been watching mls like crazy! i <3 the show to bits and pieces. and ftly is nice too la, but i dont really like it!
tianen! hahah. anyway, okay let's see. usual updates. hmm.
saturday:slept around 4 plus, woke up at 8.30 for art class. i survived it okay! im SUPERWOMAN!:D hahha. art class was fun. i finished my old project, starting on a new one already!(: and it seems nice so far. heheh. anyway. then lunch and then came home around 2. slept till 6. it was such a nice sleep. hmm, and then went to grandparents house. watched narnia on disney. it was so nice. God's love(: hmm, then sang my bro a hbd song. went home.
sundayslept at 2, woke up at 8! killer again!:D hahah. couldnt sleep earlier la. heheh. rush watch an ep of mls you see. heheh. and then erm reached church. then worship then erm sunday school. omg and it was damn freaking fun. we laughed like crazy! hahah. though marcus and avery were a bit annoying, but i guess they were quite fine AT TIMES. anyway, then yf was teaching. and hell was it funnnny!:D haha. had this skit thingy in front. had to draw lots cos no one wanted to be. then like marcus got it, he was erm len, amanda was kris and priscilla was trish. then like kris was the main so amanda had to say like LOADS. and then like it was super funny, cos at this part then like len said he wanted to say something, and it was to go out on a date with kris okay! and we burst out laughing. then throughout the whole lesson ruth and amanda were throwing little balls from paper at yf. she didnt know at all until the very end which ruth threw and it was so obvious. hahah. and then like ruth saw this paper, and she showed me and i laughed like mad. guess what it said? len loves kris (marcus loves amanda) and then we showed it to amanda and she tore it up. guess who wrote it? avery. hhaha. and then we played hangman too. to guess the word of what the passages meant. and ruth got the first one;i got the second one; and avery got the next 2-.- and he felt so smart after that! ahhaha. then the next one chris cheated cos she saw then the final one was funny. but i shalln't go on about it since that isnt the gist of the story. then like guess who came? oh of couse you know! hahha. who else would bother visiting yf? of course cw la! hahah. and then like i started laughing like crazy and amanda and ruth thought i was crazy!): we had starburst too. cos yf just came back from melb. but the main point of that is cw only came cos of yf, like lydia or tjian's lesson he didnt even bother to come. hahha. what an insight. hmm. rushed to basement and we had briefing for wow camp. im so excited i tell you!:D it's so different this year, yet it seems so fun. and then like aunty percy came up to me and our convo went like this...
aunty percy(p):so is your friend, angie, still helping?
me:angie? huh? who's that?
p:gladys was it? what did she changed her name to?
ruth: oh justina la!
me: oh right, she didnt change her name, her name is justina angel tan. and she isnt helping cos she got some church camp of her own.
p:no she cannot
me: huh?
p:once she tell me, then after that she cannot change already.
me: oh right.
it was so weird i tell you. hahah. but kinda funny too. then the briefing. hmm, the camp seems fun!:D i cant wait for it. i miss the kids!(: gosh, i hope i have goood kids. anyway, i know the p2 and p3 kids, like almost all of them. i cant wait to see them!:D and the new p1 kids. i know a few, like 9. hahah. i still remember!:D heheh.
choir. hmm, boring. chris and i fooled around as usual. and i felt short): i hate tall people. and my bro was like next to me, he is how tall la. he was a bit hyper i think. no idea. hhaha. but it WAS fun, i guess. just a bit.
lunched then homed. slept till 3.30. late for tuition. hahah. i wanted to not go okay! but i felt bad. so i went. hmm, reached around 3.50? then did work. i feel like quiting okay. hmm, i dont know if i should. it doesnt really help really. like it just helps me to do work during that 2 hours. and not be lazy and all. it doesnt really help, maybe a bit. like i did learn something about light today, maybe a little more than that. but other than that, it doesnt. idk.
im on my 20 ep on mls already! it's so freaking good and addictive!:D hahah. im in love with it!(: and then like it stopped cos it wasnt buffered fully and my mean and evil dad took out the internet cable!): how nice!): cant watch finish. and it was the MOST exciting part, though i know it's gonna be a happy ending. HANA&JIMMYLIN!<3 hahah. they are so, so good together. hana is really pretty, and she is like a korean starring female lead in a taiwan serial. i was a bit shock, her voice is subbed, but her acting is so, so good. and the bts were funny too. i love this drama. as for ftly, i hope the ratings wont be high, frankly speaking, i dont really wanna see ethan or river go naked. im not horny. hahaha. and like it already is so freaking high!): thats sad. but qiaoen is pretty in there, except ep 13. i cant stand her hair!): still stuck at ep 8 part 4. i think i'll watch it after mls.
have to go to jeanne's house tmr at 11. gonna bus there. and then i may have to do heritage badge on tues, and then lit project, then NEXT WEEK!<3 hahaha. the kids. oh crap, getting excited again!(: hahah. i love them!:D okay let's see. i remember cheryl, ryan, wei lin and so, so many others that i dont feel like typing out the names. i think if you put the child infront of me i should be able to say his/her name out loud!:D hahaha. and then rock climbing!): dont really want it, but have no choice. ohwells. i want the badge right? and i wanna be promoted too!:D heheh. ohwells. going to end off here now. i think i may watch yy.
i love rainbows, we learnt about it during tuition today!:D i love the combination of the seven different colours, and most importantly, of the promise God said to Noah after the flood. i love that, that He wouldnt flood the world again no matter what. imagine living in a BIG boat which you make for 200 over years, it seems fun to me. hehehe. im really ending off here!(: