-Sunday, July 13, 2008-9:08 PM Y
seriously. wth. i dont care anymore!:D yay. i mean like. she doesnt even care i think. the time with her just now were like how i really felt when we were together last time, but now. it isnt gonna be this way anymore. it was sorta like a bye bye. and tomorrow. when i see her, we're just gonna be friends, normal friends. who dont really care about the other party.
Maybe she does care, like this little bit within her. But she just doesnt show it. How the hell am i supposed to know then? Gosh. Yay. Im gonna start typing like that, to prepare myself for work when i need to do paper work. Yes i know, thinking way too far in advance. But wth.
idk. I dont really know what she thinks half the time, what she even does. I dont really know her as much as i did last time. I know she has her own friends, i have mind. Maybe this will be a thing that wont last, maybe it will. But who am i to say anything?
Uh. Anyway, i should stop about her. She isnt my whole life anyway, BUT she IS a good friend, WAS a best friend. But whatever. I cut my hair, YAY. How nice, it's so trimmed and all, and layered. Like much more. Dang, this way of typing it so freaking hard!): Gah.
Anyway, must persevere on. Hahaha. Okay, this is seriously weird. Anyway, sunday school today was like so freaking funny. Ruth didnt go, BUT it was still funny. Like Lydia was interrupted by the boys constantly. And she was like "where was i?" i think she said that for like more than 5 times! haahha. i was laughing like mad. It was seriously funny. One of the best sunday schools ever. Anyway, Cosunday meeting after that. It went really well. Everything somewhat planned and all. Hmm, OH! Aunty Adeline is the first person to donate to my gb card! YAY! i have currently $20. 10 from Jeanne (YAY!), 2 from my grandma, 2 from Aunty Adeline, 4 from my brother, and 2 from Lydia's friend. Lydia promised to give me 2 next week, gonna demand it from Yifang and CW. Forcing Marcus, and that STUPID Fangren doesnt wanna give 2 bucks!): STUPID! pfttt.
Gah. Im gonna donate too, like later. Anyway, i doubt i'll have a problem getting 100 bucks. Yay!(: Compared to last year, when i totally forgot about it and asked my dad to donate 120 bucks. Heheh. But i shall be a good girl now and collect money. Yay.
Anyway, my daddy left for Rowanda. Is that even how you spell it? He was like in Singapore for less than 24 hours. And he will buy starburst in the airport for me when he comes back, cos he has the staff discount thingy in the airport. so yeah. And i went to his office for like a short while on sat cos he needed to put something on his assistant's table, so yeah. And it was real nice. Interesting. And he has his own room. Wow, i didnt even know that!-.- And his room is next to Uncle Arthur's room. No wonder they are on such good terms.
Hmm. ANYWAY. Im ending off here. I have seriously NO mood to do anything today!:D Oh and btw, dim sum for lunch again today. That is 4 times in a row. First it was Ritz Carlton, then Hyatt, then Crystal Jade Palace, then today, Paramount. Cooolios.