-Thursday, August 28, 2008-11:15 PM Y
Idk, Im actually quite lost, and quite confused now. Every single thing happening around me. We're close, yet i dont feel close. I know lots of things about her, yet i dont think she does about me. It's like a one way thing? And i just dont like it!:/
I think i've learnt a lot from this. Yet i dont really care. Idk. Like i can have fun with other people. Idk. I dread going to school nowadays. Yes i do. Like really. If not for some people, i wont really wanna go to school. Like there isnt this urge for me to go to school. To want to go to school like i use to have it.
I love wednesdays. Like the after school thing. I love gb. Im serious. The friends, everything. I love Sundays too. Like it's God's day. And i love churchies. They are awesome people. Though they are OLD like AUNTY Leticia. Hahaha. She is hilariously funny. And then they make you have so much fun.
I dont ever think i've laughed real hard for a long time. I think i've forgotten it already. I remember during Guess the Sketch that day, i was laughing real hard cos i wasnt really serious about playing it and i was drawing rubbish. Heheh.
And then like i think it was wed, when i felt real hyper and high. But then it all seems to far, so superficial. Like it's only the outside and not the inside thats really happy. Idk.
I hope tomorrow will be better. Like teachers' day. I took quite long to pack the cookies and bake them. And then drill prac. I cant wait for that. I bet we'll waste time again! Hahah. And then out with Delia, Aly and Jenny to watch Wall E hopefully. And then aloud finals. I cant wait for that either. I hope i have fun tomorrow for real.