-Tuesday, August 19, 2008-8:33 PM Y
Im currently reading "My best friend's girl", the book is so freaking awesome. I love it so, so much. Soph says im addicted. Whatever. I need to study for maths soon. So i guess, this post wont be long. Anyway, in My best friend's Girl, the speaker's best friend dies. And she was sorta angry with her and she didnt tell her best friend that she was her best friend, and that she loved her, and that she had forgiven her already. And i almost cried at that part. It was so sad i tell you. So immediately after i was done with the chapter, and i was about to sleep. I smsed soph and told her everything. Ily soph.
Hmm, anyway. I did so freaking bad for bio!:/ Gah. I mean, it IS good. But then in class, it's so sucky. It's a freaking A1, and i havent found ANYONE lower than me. It's so depressing!): And then for physics. That is a life saver for now i guess. Like everyone is like i minused _ marks. And then i seem to have everything right so far. I need to do well for this test i tell you. If not im gonna go depressed and all!):
I neeed to do well for EOYS. And to think, they are starting soon. In 7 weeks. It's so scary and depressing. I need to start studying soon. And that's real bad. Im gonna start mugging. I need to do well, and for once, it's coming from the inside of me, and not like other people's expectations or something. I MUST do well. Hmm.
I have a lot to say to someone right now. Gah. But then i prefer to say it on msn. But she isnt online!): Gosh.
Oh, and just now. I had a freaking scary nightmare. I dreamt that the world was ending. Like i was home, with my brother and dad. And then there was this guy person walking down the estate and smashing all the cars? And i didnt tell my dad, cos i was afraid he might be rash and attempt to fight with the guy cos he smashed his car! HAHAHA. Im so dumb sometimes. Anyway, then my mum came back. I was calling her like mad to come back cos i was scared for her. And i was calling my sister too. And then there was this woman, the evil one of the story, she was ordering trucks to smash the streets and all, and then like close in. So everyone dies? And you cant escape. Cos her troops were all around. And then, luckily, my sister came back on time. And i was so scared. I looked around like eveywhere and there were trucks all around and stuff. I freaked out. And then, the carebears (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!) came and tried to rescue. Then one of the bears tried fighting with the woman, but then he lost, and 3 others were like killed with him? AND I WOKE UP. Freaking scary.
And then, i realise. You should treasure what you have now. And also, like tell the person how you really feel and stuff. Gah, i should be going off now. I need to freaking study for maths!:/ Gah.