-Monday, October 06, 2008-12:56 PM Y
I think it's really really weird. Like most of the things. Like i thought the bio paper was rather hard (YES IT WAS!). Well, maybe only section A where was i stumped by it, cos i was expecting a clear cut thing. But then like i stopped at question 9, and i realised i didnt pray. So i said a prayer. And after that, the questions somehow got easier. Or maybe cos God was working His wonders. I like experiencing the miracles He does for me. I feel really really happy that He's there, and i know it!((:
Then like it's really ironic sometimes. Like some people are just naturally smarter than others. And it isnt really fair cos like less smart people put in more effort but they just cant produce the same results, and do even worser. My sis says thats why IB is for smart people and not hardworking ones. But i feel that everyone should be given an equal chance no matter how smart or how stupid. I feel that it should be based on how much effort you put in, which is why im glad God judges at how much effort you put in, and not the results are the end of the day!:DD
How much effort do i really put in? Not much, really. It depends. I tend to put more effort into subjects i love but do badly in. And less to those i do well, and love. An irony? Not much. I dont think i put in a lot of effort into my studies until the last minute, and i'll cram and rush everything through. I hate stress and pressure but i tend to work better under it. Yes, im weird.
And then like i dont really put in that much effort into my friendships. I do for those i prefer and like. Like,it's really weird. Cos shes miss popular, and everyone ranks her one. But then for me, i feel that most of the time she is putting more effort into our friendship. And like the rest of her close friends totally idolise her and put in like 100% of their effort and she's like whatever to them. And it's really weird. Like i dont want her to be my whole world, which is why i dont really put in so much effort, not as much as i should. And then like it's honestly super unfair for those people who put in like SO much effort. Like they dont exactly get what they reap. Hmm.
I think friends are important. And I'm really glad most of my friends this year are good influences. I've seen how bad influences can lead one astray. And im not willing to take that risk.
OHHH, and another thing that is weird. Well, not me. Anyway, some people are like so close on the surface, but yet they dont share anything with each other. And some people are so close and they share everything, but then they act like acquaintances who hardly talk. It's such an irony. And then some people are both. Hmm. It's so weird i tell you. But it's reality. APPEARANCE VS REALITY!O: Woah, it's over.
Romans 8:28 is my current favourite verse now!:DD I memorised it last night. But it seemed to have slipped my mind. At least the exact verse. And so, i shall continue memorising tonight.
As for the main parts, God does good for those who love Him in His own timing!((:
I am not dedrater GNENNEAJ!:DD TYVM.