-Thursday, November 06, 2008-2:38 AM Y
I think im posting too much or something. I've realise how to work blogger. It's so freaky cos i NEVER knew for the past 2 years of using blogger. UNTIL today, REALISATION day. When my sis sees my blogging with tons of pics to post. And then say yknow what? You can do this and this and this. And then im like OHHH, omg i never knew. Yes, realisation!(:
You have no idea how great bump off lover is. The storyline is SUPERB. Too bad the only famous (in my world) actor is Angela Zhang. As in actor generically. So like both female and male. And i have NEVER heard of the rest. Not quite. I watched it within a day cos it was SO good. Thriller, and theres so many twist you dont know if you've guessed it right. SUPER twisty. And SUPER good. I dont mind watching it again when i stayover at Jus's house. It's just SOOO good.
Hmm. Pretty much free until the weekend. And then on sat, im supporting Rachel. SUPER excited for that. Hmm, and Tanya left today for Shanghai. Im gonna miss her. Her entertainment in the night!): GAH.
That sounds a bit wrong come to think of it, but i guess it's how you view things. I guess bump off lover was kinda scary. Cos like the person you LEAST expect was the culprit. In some sense he was the culprit. But it wasnt really his fault i guess? Hmm, and then it brings you back to reality. Yes i bring things to reality, cos thats where we live.
Anyway, it's so scary. Everyone has a mask on and you dont know when they're revealing it if they ever will. Sorry, im super spoiling the show so dont read if you wanna watch and enjoy it. Anyway, the main lead. She SEEMED nice. I THOUGHT she was the nicer of the duo, but then she was worse. Someone so scary, you cant even imagine. Looks can be deceiving.
I mean, no matter how much lit text you read. How much they tell you about "all that glisters is not gold". Everything about appearance VS reality. It wont be the same than experiencing it yourself and REALLY understanding. But that is scary. And i guess i wouldnt really want that. Even though, i know i've experienced it before.
The lies, everything. It's scary. How perfect things may seem, but flaws under them. And even worse, when they seem nice on the outside, but yet scheming on the inside.
But anyway, enough of that annoying show which has gotten to me quite a bit. And i guess, made me more aware? Hahah. But anyway, my dream last night was scary. I think i can be someone scary if i want to. I think ANYONE can, but it's whether they want to or not.
In some ways, i want my dream to be a reality, but then im scared. Im scared of hurting her. Im scared that my actions would cause some drastic thing, but then again i doubt it will. And maybe she'll attack me? Im actually scared of her.
OHHH, and then just now in the evening, someone called. HAHAH. HILARIOUS. I was watching my show, and then the phone rang. And my grandma picked up, and she said it was my call. So i was like "WAHLAO, who call me. Im gonna kill the person if it's nothing important ah. Making me miss the important and exciting bits!): It better be for a good reason!" And then i thought for a while, "Actually it cant exactly be like a close friend, cos that person would call my handphone what!" And then when i picked up, it was...
Im keeping you in suspense. But it's funny, and i doubt i'll ever say who it is. HAHA. But it's someone you least expect. I didnt even think it would be her!-.-
OMG. Sau's leaving soon too!))): And so is her obsession!:DD HAHAH. Amanda shannn too!)):