-Sunday, March 08, 2009-7:35 PM Y
Sometimes i feeel that maybe i'm just so fake. I've been trying to hard and everything else fails. Sometimes, i forget that im supposed to be pleasing God and not man. Sometimes, i just lose myself to everything else around me.
The thing about God is, i've tried putting Him in my background. And it seems like i tend to forget Him as time passes for that day. But somehow or rather, He just comes to the main scene Himself. How amazing.
I feel like a drummer honestly. The drum sets are aweomeee. Except it's in the attic and i hate climbing the stairs. It's so steeep and everything!): The going down is worse sadly!): But when you're up there, it's funnn. I hope we can get a freaking wii and rockband soon. Then i can rock the world with my music. HAHAH. My mum says maybe for a family entertainment. Since like my house has NO entertainment cos the xbox honestly doesnt appeal to me, and who knows where the playstastion is? HAHA.
Church today was aweomeeeely coool. It's so fun teasing jack and jill. And steph was supperrr funny. At least she got her wish answered of going to Changi! HAHA. And Jeremy Pan was as funny as ever. He wiped his face with tissue and there was still some on his face. Then he asked Yvonne who said all over. And he didnt believe her and asked me, and i said none. Then he was like ohhh okay. And boh yvonne and i started laughing. And he was like "i dont trust you both!" And so he took out his handphone to use it as a mirror! HAHA.
6 more days to drill comm. And im feeling a little scared. Tanya said she thinks we might win, but i doubt so. Im usually not negative, but it's realistic. Hmm, and i need to start polishing my boooots too. And inspection on tues i think!:/ Need to pin up ALL the badges by then. Maybe i should just do it todayyy!:D HEH.
And homework too. Amaths and Emaths. Havent started on either yet. HEH. Im such a slackerrr. Plus, who knows what kelly said to my dad. My dad suddenly said to me, you got top in your class is it? And i was like HUH! NOOO. So weirdddd.
Hmm, anyway. Tomorrow is gonna be goneeeee. And my daddy is leaving tomorrow too!): Then Mariko is leaving on Friday!):
Hmm, and tomorrow is gonna be rachel's css performance again!:D All the best dearrr. Loveeee you no matter what!(:
And drill prac before that. Peeektures of everything since cosunday will be up when i feel like uploading them which is sooon!:D