-Wednesday, July 15, 2009-6:59 PM Y
God, i need to know that You're in control of everything in my life. I need to know it so badly now, Lord. Because i know You love me!(:
I think it's really amazing. I was praying before oral, and there was really this sense of calm within me!(: I loved that.
I love it when i know that God's in my life.
BUT im damn freaking pissed now. And ruth did NOT just make it better. OMG.
I cant bloody stand how bloody bias everyone is. How they bloody judge you and like you just cause what? You do well in that freaking area, or just cos OH I LIKE YOU. Freaking hell. It's just damn pissing. Honestly, i wouldnt give a damn. But im worse than her? Uh thanks.
Super annnnoyed with that. The morning didnt start well either. OMG. Came to school, and realise my dear friend Kelley didnt bring her gbu. Rushed and fretted. Got Ernie to replace her. And i didnt test her and stuff!:/
Hmm, and guess what? Miss Yang hinted to me, and i sorta explained to her why. Left out important information so no one gets scolded or anything. And then Miss Toh was like "Is Ernie in Doves?" And i was like yeah. And she was like you guys better brush up on your commanding. OMG, i dont freaking plan to be a commander im sorrry. And im so damn sorrry Ernie had to be the impromtu orderly. Uhhh.
Oh and stupid damn oral today. WTHECK LA. Ask about the implementations of the poly not allowing the students to wear slippers and shorts. OH RIGHT. Am i supposed to know about this question? Uh freak.
Damn bloody annoyed. And im not supposed to. I know im not. Because God's in control of everything. And it was really heartening, i read this verse on the methodist message thingy before i went in. It said "God made everything". Something like that. And uhh, i need to love everyone!(: I MUST.
On a lighter and better and happier note, tomorrow's thursday!(: Yay. Going for lunch with Kelly!(: I need to rant at her!:D And then friday's HOPEFULLY lovemg. I'm gonna pray real hard that it isnt cancelled. My first one after like 8 years? HAHAHA.