-Friday, July 17, 2009-9:49 PM Y
Sometimes all we need is a word of encouragement to know that I did well!(: Thanks Glenda. Cos you've been the awesomest I/C anyone could ever have!(: I feel like one of the biggest disappointments anyone could ever be, but then thanks for well, implying that it aint my fault!(: Love you mummy!:D
And well, i've sorta gotten over everything that made me so damn pissed on wednesday. And im actually wondering why i even got pissed at all of them in the first place! It's rather ironic really. I think sometimes, i really lack faith. I mean, actually frankly speaking, the thing that really brought me closer to God was my faith. Rather ironic. But i think that's one of the major areas which i really lack, in a Christian aspect.
I mean, well, regarding my oral. I know i did my best. And all i can do is leave God with the rest. Actually, it's really true that God grants the desires of your heart. And sometimes, i feel that He doesnt give me the things i want because it's constantly on my mind. Like im unwilling to surrender it in His hands, and like i guess sometimes He just wants me to trust Him through all of this. To have faith and just really know that He really grants the desires of my heart!(:
I was kinda annoyed today at school!): Really. One of the things i need to accomplish by the end of this year is to love magsim. I mean, not love her, like in the affectionate way. But more of the respect kinda way. It's really hard. But somehow, it's like 40 DOC is planned by God for me to really love everyone around me. Yes i know i struggle terribly with it. Somehow, i struggled especially much today.
I mean, there's just so much differences between people. And we've just gotta accept them because if we dont, then who else would? And we must show God's love by loving others. I'm trying so hard to achieve this really.
My daddy's coming home tomorrow!(: Yay. And im gonna be a good girl by going for tuition myself. Yay.
Kelly made me think so much during our lunch date. As in, she made me remember so much about last year!): I really do miss last year. Like she was talking about the closest friends she has are those from mg. And it's really amazing cos she and Charmaine have been best friends since like P2? How cool is that. Anyway, then she mentioned about this gang she had. And it made me remember so much about bsg. I really miss those fun times. I mean, i really loved everyone from bsg. I still do!(:
Founder's day is coming up. And remembering what i did last year after founder's is just saddening. I honestly miss 2m. I miss bsg!): There's 25 pictures of us though!(: I was quite surprised at the amount. I didnt know we had thaaaaat many!:D
I miss those memories!):
I love pink